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And while he wishes he could escape this
But it all seems so contagious
Not to be yourself and faceless
And a song that has no soul

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And while she wishes she was a dancer
And that she'd never heard of cancer
She wishes God would give her some answers
And make her feel beautiful

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Remember feeling low
Remember losing hope
Remember all the feelings and the day they stopped

9:46 PM Bala I'm dedicating this post to you so listen hard okay.


Your post almost made me cry you silly girl :)
You and Nana asked me today if I thought you have changed after becoming a prefect.. I answered honestly. Sure, you've changed. One minute you are pulling down your socks in class, and the next minute you're suddenly talking in a prefecty language I wasn't used to at first. Heck, it took me quite a while to figure out what "pm" stood for the other day when you were telling me about Ms Leong and other stuff.

But you've already been a prefect for a few weeks and I guess you're settling in quite nicely now right. Of course you have to be more responsible, get rid of some.. old habits, and be more well, prefecty. It's normal. You accepted this post, and you have to be prepared to make sacrifices. But one thing's for sure - those sacrifices certainly dont include friends. We know how you're feeling, and we know how you're trying so hard not to change, we understand.

So yes, you can really do this and we believe in you. All of us owe you alot man, still coming for pltn recesses every single day and having so much faith in us although you're not in NCC anymore, helping us for everything in class.. and being a wonderful co pe rep 8) Dont be afraid of changes; as long as you dont lose yourself, everything will be alright. I mean whatever happens, your other two musketeers will still be here right :) If you still need comfort then let me remind you that Jesslyn Chee our dear prefect just announced today that she wanted to go tailor her uniform.. feel better? :D

I LOVE YOU BALA! We wont treat you differently, you wont lose us, and you wont stand alone. If WE can accept the new you, then why can't YOU accept the new you? :)