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And while he wishes he could escape this
But it all seems so contagious
Not to be yourself and faceless
And a song that has no soul

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And while she wishes she was a dancer
And that she'd never heard of cancer
She wishes God would give her some answers
And make her feel beautiful

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Remember feeling low
Remember losing hope
Remember all the feelings and the day they stopped

9:00 PM From bala's blog:
"I've a funny junior called Ying who asked me to clean her glasses for her. WTH."

Haha it was damn funny cos she was telling all of us about that incident and the look on her face was priceless i tell you.

OH NO now Jovina's a wuzun fan too, and she's the worst cos I sit next to her during hans and well, we dont really pay attention when we're having tuition so she spent like one and a half hours swooning over wuzun last saturday.

*shiver*

Second worst is Siewjia cos like we all know, once she gets obsessed over someone and when we mention that person's name, she'll start shrieking and hitting everyone who is sitting around her until the everyone in the whole friggin canteen turns around and stares at us.

Anyway. Today's pltn recess was an angry one haha cos. well if you're reading this and you dont know what happened that means you're not my pltnmate so you dont have to know what happened MAN we were so insulteddddddddd D:

Shitteayzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Captain's ball interclass today.. !#$%@!& i've never missed 1se so much.. we couldnt even play properly cos AIYAH it felt so weird.

On a brighter note, this week's quite slack since I'm over and done with the tests this week and piano. And tomorrow we'll spend half the day cheering at some badminton tournament we dont even know about [just that our school's competing against RGS wl my sister said that any competition with rgs/ri/rj is always very sian for the other school competing cos all the rgs/ri/rj people usually occupy 3/4 of the place and start doing their 'RAFFLES UNITE WE'LL SHOW OUR MIGHT, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH' cheer in their manly voices haha]. THEN WEDNESDAY TO FRIDAY IS ADVENTURE CAMPPPPPPPPPPPPPP! :D

heheh ok that put me in a better mood I shall stop blogging in case I get emo again and start posting rubbish.

yoho yoho!


10:08 PM Finished 4 learning journals in 35 min haha!







oops.

9:14 PM Forever young, I want to be forever young,
Do you really want to live forever?
Forever, forever Y

8:53 PM Chinese new year hols went past quite quickly eh I was homesick for the whole day in school today haha aiya im always like this after holidays. Didn't even remember to bring my school file today -_-

AAAAAHHHHHHHHH I HOPE I WONT FAIL HISTORY I bet a lot of people in class are feeling the same way cos _______ :Z

To the left, to the left

Everyone is screwed for OM haha I only knew today that all the props and costumes and stuff are due this freakin friday wth. And we're supposed to finish 7 learning journals. I'm on my... 4th?

Haiya. Its only february and I've already made lots of mistakes/been angry with myself for being impulsive and not thinking about what im doing/not doing well enough. Friends, ncc, school work, piano, OM... argh.

Friends: Sorry if i've been impatient/rude/not paying attention when you're talking.. in a lousy mood almost everyday. I know I shouldnt vent my frustrations and everything on you all... SORRY. Esp qiying, chloe, and bala [if i have done anything to you all without realising it].

NCC: I know I've been missing/will be missing lots of parades in february cos of cny concert rehearsal, heats and adventure camp next week... sorry. And the mistakes I've made during parade and promotion.. I promise I'll pull up my standard.

School work: blah really hope I wont fail history. I promise to pay more attention during all lessons :)

Piano: Missed one lesson cos of cny concert rehearsal.. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i'm still only practising my first song la shizzzz. Ok I promise I'll practise for one hour everyday starting from tomorrow. [its um 10pm now]

OM: I promise I'll do my part and finish all my learning journals and help with the backdrops/props/costumes.

These are not empty promises okkkkkkkk I'll stick to my words :) But if I just happen to not stick to my words then just whack me in the head.

OHHHHH and 2sy: i love all of us for sticking with one another through all the shitty concert rehearsals during recess/break/after school, and of course Mrs Goh, Jiang lao shi and Ms lim :)
Y

wah laozzzzzz I just realised i'm surrounded by crazy wuzun fans ugh. Siewjia, Chloe, Iris, Hazel[goh], my cousin... and come to think of it, half of the world actually -_-

ANYWAY. It's a relief to write this post.. have been wanting to post about all these for a long time.

Annyeonghi kyeseyo!

:)

3:17 PM haha we're spring-cleaning the house now.. man we're finally seeing the original colours of lots of stuff around the house. I mean I didn't know my gate's supposed to be bronze la.. thought it had always been brown :Z

7:54 PM SORRY QIYING.


7:46 PM CNY concert performance was quite vkjgr but I kinda expected it so. The friggin chocolate coins we i threw landed below the stage wth. THANK GOD not the whole school was there.

Went back to pcps after that! Yay I still love everyone a lot. Y

And after a few weeks of struggle with the stupid screen, my phone decided to flip over and die today. The whole screen's like blue and I cant see anything and I keep sending wrong messages ugh CMI MANZZZZZZZZ!

P.S. Was reading the smses in Iris' inbox today.. haha and 4/5 of the messages WERE FROM SHUKIAT!

whoooo~

8:12 PM Had promotion today.. and I made a stupid mistake argh.






Sorry I know I dont really deserve the lcp rank.

6:21 PM okay a quick post before I go back to writing about how I would protect my beautiful planet ugh. Heats today! Bala and I just found out today why pe reps have to go for heats - to chase the competitors from their classes all around the friggin school and trying to find pe attire for them. Or maybe it only applies to the both of us la, cos in the end we ended up sweating than some of the competitors. ANYWAY. Yani got 1st for shotput finals and Jesslyn got 3rd :D WHOOOO. congrats haha!

Vanessa K. couldnt go for 100m heats cos she had choir auditions for syf and Mrs Wang didnt let her go for heats.. something about setting her priorities right. Hm luckily ncc doesnt have syf haha I alerady have so much going on in my life. Piano's giving me lots of stress man don't know if I'll be able to pass grade 8 this year.. erp feel like shooting myself everytime i look at the bloody pieces !@#$%

Chose our tent mates for Adventure Camp today :) Me Bala Chloe Epoh Krit Brenda and Nandini! but um my half of the class [reg no. 20-38] got uh Mr [Sir?] Cheng as our teacher-in-charge.

AJFYGEJwthhhhhhhhhhhhhTKJYGBFKCUGKWIU



cough sorry.


8:30 PM Ma'am got 6 points for o levels :D

8:08 PM VALENTINE'S DAY DEDICATIONS :) ok la not really dedications just the people i love :D

pcps
-Lydia
-Qiqi
-Iris
-Jovina
-Sharlene
-Nicole
-Amelia
-Wenxi
-Hazel(tan)

scgs
-EVERYONE IN 1SE :) [Bala Chaisy Cheryl Chloe Nic Glynis Huda Jillian Joyslyn Jul Melissa Vanesse Krit Cassandra Lingli Sarah Yueru Elle Nadiyah Nazi VanessaNG Aishah Weiyi Epoh Ranita Sammie VanessaSEAH Shameera Nadia Liane Steph Shunjing Lesley Peiwen Germaine Jiahui JenAi]
-PLTNMATES! [Siewjia Grace Violet Valerie Kim Esther(seah) Adelia Lauren Qiying Joey Hazel Nat]

others
-Chongying
-Jasmine
-Ruimin

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and there's still the very nice people in 2sy: Jing Rong, Lin Chuch, Jesslyn, Vanessa Khoo, Belle, and Esther Phua :)

YAY I'm in a better mood now :D


8:08 PM "Crap aside, I can't wait for Ran's party! I'll be meeting Chloe and Xinyuan to buy a gift before that, since Mel would be studying with her *ahem* hot boyfriend at united square.Haha."

7:38 PM HAPPY BIRTHDAY RANITAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! <3 Haha we went to her house on saturday to celebrate her birthday.. man we did lots of catching up with one another cos everyone there was from 1se except Jephine, Erica and Priscilla, and well I dont really know them so. YEAH I MISS THE PEOPLE IN SE SO MUCH D:

Can't wait to go back to pcps on cny too :) Jovina you better go back we will "protect" you from him ok dont feel awkward!

Argh my boots are being very !@#$ as usual
CNY rehearsal is still quite screwed
OM.... didnt do last saturday cos of Ran's party
Class tee.. um if the design we submitted is not approved again then WELL DONE we'll be the only class without a class tee
Chinese test today left everyone in a 'wth?' mood
I miss se

Um other than that, school's fine.

... just fine.

11:47 PM Man I feel so lousy. CNY concert rehearsal after school today was quite.. unproductive. Feel so guilty about not going for parade today vknhsghb








Sorry pltnmates and NCOs.

4:33 PM OWWWWWWWWWW RETAINERS FREAKING HURT!

7:31 PM I realise that teachers always call me when I'm dreading it the most. When I dont understand what Mrs Tsoi is talking about in class during science she just HAS to call me to answer a question. Then today during music we were supposed to improvise the lyrics of a song with a partner and Bala and I couldnt think of anything so we were hoping Mrs Goh wouldnt call us and GUESS WHAT she said she likes the number 23 so she called 23 and guess who's register number is 23. ugh suay until can die i tell you. But then we borrowed Eugenia's group's lyrics and the lyrics were super funny la haha so we didnt embarrass ourselves THANK GOD.

Esther Seah always says thank you after I've passed her a relay message in a tone like I've just saved her life or something haha. Just now when I called her she was like "okay THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUU! LOVE YAAAAAAA!"

-_-


we are sooooooo screwed for the cny concert.

8:06 PM look at stephanie's post:

YO MANS!!!!
I DUN LIKE TEST MANS!!!
GET SO LOW!!!
NOW SO FEW PPL TAG MY BLOG!!!
I AM SOOOO SAD!!!!
HAHAHHA
NO LA
JK!!!
I RATHER MISS 1SE
FEELS RATHER WEIRD MANS!!!!
HAHAHHA
BUT NVM
I THINK 2CO IS RATHER COOL TOO!!!!
hahahhahahaha
RATHER FUNNY!!!
anw....
wad i wanted to say
was...
MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING!!!
LIKE IN 10 MONTHS!!!
HAHAHHA
YAYE
PREPARE MY PRESENT AH!!!!
MUST!!!!
OKAY
I AM DONE
BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE!!!!
<3


you'll notice that 'rather' and 'mans' make up half of her vocabulary -_-

7:46 PM My teeth feel soft and empty and [quote steph] braceless THIS IS SO DEVASTATING i miss my braces! :(

Had a bad hair day as usual today ugh then Bala and Chloe saw me and were trying not to laugh and deciding whether or not they should tell me but then the rest of the world had already laughed at me so yeah. dfovugiu and then Bala went around telling everyone my braces were off so like everyone i knew was asking me to show my teeth while everyone i didnt know was staring at the people who I know screaming. -_- Oh yeah yesterday the se'06 people in GY were trying to tarnish my reputation [keep quiet bala I know what you're going to say] and kept writing my name all over their class whiteboard and adding a lot of stupid stuff beside my name ack EVEN LAUREN CONTRIBUTED OH MAN!

im so stressed out by school i cant even sleep at 11pm now.. i get tired when its 10pm. :E OH WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.

7:34 PM Ha there was this article about Wong Li-Lin in the straits times today and she said that her ballet teacher used to keep calling her a lump of lard -_- Quote my sister: "If she's a lump of lard then the rest of us are what, overstuffed sofas?" d000dzz

Oh I found my camp feast platoon photo :D Brain 1!


Man I miss camp :(

ok quick everyone go find a five dollar note!





Haha it's in the botanic gardens.. my sister took it when she went for some amazing race with ODAC. Wah you know they had a night hike from friday 8pm to saturday 7am :Z

ok this post is quite crap la cos I need a break from stupid Of Mice and Men. LIT TEST TOMORROW ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Sudden declaration of love: I LOVE MY PLTNMATES :)

10:03 PM Haha I think i'm going to have to give out around 50 valentines day gifts :s Cos there's primary school friends and pltn mates and I feel like giving one to every single person in 1se'06 sooooo. :)

Saw Eva after ncc in her ny uniform outside the gym today :E wahlao she screamed "chou4 xinyuan" when I called her la zz. Anyway then we had a long talk behind the ncc room after parade and it was quite fun haha. Chloe was saying that she didn't feel sweaty or smelly for once after parade so we were wondering why AND THEN we realised that stupid girl wasnt sweaty or smelly because she didn't do pt ugh. Siewjia said her class is going to win the 4x100m race against us hm so I've decided to take up her challenge :D But she's not running and i'm running so um.. kinda pointless. EH WE STILL NEED 2 PEOPLE FOR 400M, 1 PERSON EACH FOR LONG JUMP HIGH JUMP AND 200M LAH YOU UNCO-OPERATIVE PEOPLE D: Then my big notice on the board was erased by Yani somemore -_- htivguiufgd

Um ok I think Esther poh expects me to write something about her because I told her I was blogging and she kept asking me whether I was done haha. She was rambling on and on about roasted marshmallows la dunno wth she was talking about so I don't think you'll be interested in what she said :D Aiyo can you believe someone like her who goes around saying "Loser laser piu!" and "Loser poser whatever!" got the merit award :z 500 BUCKS LEH :( but i'll never get it cos my class is full of smartypants OH YEAH you know today like almost half the class went for the merit award prize giving and then I was standing there with Chloe Bala and Krit feeling sorry for ourselves cos it was so demoralizing ugh. Anyway Esther if you're reading this, you kinda suck but I still love you :)

ONLY ONE TEST NEXT MONDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! WOOHOO. but it's um. lit test ._. And then i'll be able to take off my braces! heehee. But i think i'll miss them cos they have been adding colour [literally] to my life :D Oh well have a nice day everyone.

6:37 PM OH NO MY FLU HASNT GONE AWAY i hope pt isnt too tiring tomorrow :(

[EDIT]i've um tried emptying out all my mucus blowing my nose till i dont have to sniff anymore so yay :D but i kinda cant feel my nose now cos its numb :z it feels so much better now man! [/EDIT]