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And while he wishes he could escape this
But it all seems so contagious
Not to be yourself and faceless
And a song that has no soul

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And while she wishes she was a dancer
And that she'd never heard of cancer
She wishes God would give her some answers
And make her feel beautiful

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Remember feeling low
Remember losing hope
Remember all the feelings and the day they stopped

12:55 PM IRIS I know you've been going through a rough patch these few days and been feeling low, but HEY life sucks sometimes. You don't always have to put up a brave front; when you're feeling lousy you don't have to smile and act like everything's alright, everyone has ups and downs and people will understand when you're in a crappy mood. I'm sorry I can't comfort you or listen to your rants/complaints face to face like in primary school cos we're in different schools now and we don't see each other that much anymore, what with tests and homework and stuff. Like you said on msn the other day, sec 2 life's crappy now because it's stressful and all, and we all want to go back to sec one. But it's only the start of the year isn't it, and school's always hectic at this time of the year. Soon enough when we all settle down in school we'll have fun, and things will get better.

When we go back to pcps on chinese new year I hope you'll be feeling better and go back to your cheery self again. Sometimes when school gets crappy I really wished we were back in primary school, back in the times of all those stupid jokes and childish quarrels and real joy. Secondary school's so different and distant and we have to leave our 5, 6 years of friendship and make new friends. Everytime when we go back to pcps for some event or celebration I always miss you guys so much and I'd be so happy to see all of you. :( [I realise im sidetracking here...] BUT ANYWAY the point is when I hope you'll feel better soon and that I'll always be there for you ok? Just remember that you can always show how you really feel in front of us and not have to act because we can always see through you :) We love you for who you are and if you put on a happy and brave front just to show us you're feeling alright, we'd rather you be grumpy and pms all you want because we understand how you feel. I LOVE YOU LOADSY :)