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And while he wishes he could escape this
But it all seems so contagious
Not to be yourself and faceless
And a song that has no soul

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And while she wishes she was a dancer
And that she'd never heard of cancer
She wishes God would give her some answers
And make her feel beautiful

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Remember feeling low
Remember losing hope
Remember all the feelings and the day they stopped

12:15 AM I've been thinking, if I had not called Mrs Julie Lee back last year, I'd be in cedar now. Probably in npcc cos well, I wanted to join npcc but scgs didn't have it. Chongying went through the whole dilemma thing with me because she was at my house practising our duet when I received the phone call that my appeal was successful and she was the first one I told when I decided to go to scgs I think.

Digressing a little, my sister is scattering her unmentionables all over her bed so we wont sleep on it while she's showering. She wants the air con to cool her bed before she sleeps. Ackargh talk about sick.

Anyway, I remember after the school posting results came out, my mum rushed me to scgs to appeal for admission into the school. We even went to anderson lah. We were kind of 'anything but cedar' cos -no offence to cedar girls- we had quite a bad impression of the school. Then after I went to cedar for the dayafterpostingthingIforgotwhatitscalled, I kind of liked cedar. I bought the uniforms and books and everything on that day la.

Then after the phone call came (it came quite late too, like after christmas? can't remember), everything was whooshjakalaksjdsfbey. I went to scgs, pangsehed Amelia, whom I told when the psle results came out and we found out that our results were different by 1 mark that we'll go to the same sec school together cos she was crying and she made me cry. Then in the end she went to anderson cos she refused to appeal to scgs and I didn't went for the anderson interview. And Clarissa, we were so happy when we found out that both of us were posted to the same school, but I didn't really like cedar and she doesn't like scgs AT ALL, so she stayed there.

Hm if I didn't come to scgs, I wouldn't have known anyone in se or any of my pltnmates.

I'm sure I made the right choice.

And anyway, it's all in the past now.