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And while he wishes he could escape this
But it all seems so contagious
Not to be yourself and faceless
And a song that has no soul

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And while she wishes she was a dancer
And that she'd never heard of cancer
She wishes God would give her some answers
And make her feel beautiful

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Remember feeling low
Remember losing hope
Remember all the feelings and the day they stopped

10:26 PM Ah I don't like gym. The male coach is so grumpy. And I can only do one-quarter of a cartwheel. You know when you are learning how to do cartwheels, you have to put both hands on a cushion, then do that ridiculous skipping-over thing? Yeah that's the only thing I can do. Oh Huda and I are gym buddies because both of us always can't go down when the female coach asks us to open our legs as wide as we can then try to go all the way down. We get stuck there after hunching our shoulders.

School was horrible today. Had stomach cramps after pe until lunch, so it was about 4 hours. Shameera said it might be muscle cramps or stomach cramps or both, but all we did during pe was running around with the volleyball and trying to win, and watching Ranita do the funny flapping thing with her hands when we hit the ball over the net to her because she doesn't know how to hit it properly (um we as in my group and Nadia's group, which we were playing against). haha then everytime that happens, she'll look at Nadia with this helpless expression and go running after the ball with her hands flapping about again.

Then after school, Bala gave me this panadol pill and made me eat it because she said I would die during pt and when we are marching if my cramps didnt go away (I was whining about it to Chloe and her). Then I couldn't swallow it because I hate pills and I always have to crush them into powder and mix them with water. So she started banging the pill which was still in the plastic thing with her fist on the table and successfully crushed half of the pill. And I still didn't dare to swallow the other half so I chewed on it until it became powder. :D Hopeless, I know, but it worked anyway. It wasn't so painful when ncc started. Oh and I tried eating mee soto during lunch but I gave up cos I didn't have much appetite.

Hm first parade with our new ncos today. It was ok, but the hantak kaki parts were kgvkhfgly tiring. Our part B ncos are quite nice :) But strict. Bala had to go for debate cos she has a competition next saturday so she didn't go for ncc.

Oh Ms Tan told us about some road signs on the highways in India. Haha:
"The overtaker will meet the undertaker"
"It's better to be Mr. Late than Late Mr."
:D At least their government has a sense of humor.

SE got into the semi-finals for interclass debate! Bala won Best Speaker. Not surprising, considering she was the only debator there. She was the first speaker la, then her speech was the longest and most pro one. She has the 'debator's tone' thing. Haha then cos she started her speech first, then the first speaker of GR spoke. And the girl was like "Can I don't speak in the formal way?" Haha but Bala was the only one who 'spoke in the formal way' so. Ranita was the second speaker and her speech was really short. Haha Bala should have given her some of her points. Shameera was the last speaker and when she was making her speech, one GR girl stood up and did that POI thing and Bala was sitting behind Shameera and whispering to her, asking her to tell the GR girl to shut up. Then Shameera suddenly went, "SIT DOWN." when the girl was talking halfway. Haha then at the end of the debate, one of the debators who was in charge of that debate or soemthing like that told Shameera that she should say "Please sit down" next time. :D I'm starting to understand debate.


OH NO I STILL CAN'T FIND THE BADGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. I hope Mrs Kee isn't going to collect it back at the end of the year. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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