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And while he wishes he could escape this
But it all seems so contagious
Not to be yourself and faceless
And a song that has no soul

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And while she wishes she was a dancer
And that she'd never heard of cancer
She wishes God would give her some answers
And make her feel beautiful

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Remember feeling low
Remember losing hope
Remember all the feelings and the day they stopped

1:42 PM Oh have I mentioned I'm hopeless at gym? I can't do backward rolls lah. They give me headaches. And we played 50 min of captain's ball last friday during pe.. wth so tiring! Then after pe I couldn't find my skirt cos the only 3 skirts left on the stage in hall didn't have hairbands in them and I was SURE my hairband was in my skirt when I took it off before pe. Then in the end Vanessa asked me to bring all the remaining skirts back to class (we were the only two left in the hall) cos the other two skirts might belong to Bala and Charyl (they went to put the balls and chairs back), and someone might have took my skirt by mistake. Then when we reached our class everyone was wearing their skirt except Charyl and Bala and I was desperately asking people if there was any hairband in their skirts and in the end Vanessa told me there was an extra skirt but there wasn't any hairband in it, and that it was size M also, so she said my hairband could have droped out or something on the way.

Then after that when I took the skirt I realised my hairband had been on my head all the time so the skirt was probably mine. -_- And Vanessa looked positively murderous I tell you. Anyway we had photo-taking during ncc last friday which was really squeezy because the photographer insisted on having only four rows in the photo or else the photo will "look too long and ugly". Then the informal shot was quite awkward cos all the lcps and cpls were beside me but in the end Qiying came to my rescue cos she was the only other sec 1 standing at the last row and then we ended up taking the informal shot together with all our other pltnmates right in front of us! :D Oh and we had to owe 65 for our first inspection last friday. Luckily I remembered to cut my nails the night before because I accidentally scratched myself before that. Eh my fingernails grow very fast lor. Anyway then after that we owed another 110 because 11 of us forgot to bring our lecture books. Oh plus another 10 because someone got caught having very low socks or something. -_- Oh and proficiency test is next friday! :O

Anyway we had captain's ball interclass on monday again. Teams 1-3 in the convered court and the other 3 teams in the hall. I think I screamed too much for teams 2 and 3 when they were playing because my team's first game was like the fourth round or something, then when we started playing our first match PR I was already out of breath. -_- Then after that game we had one round free and then we played against GR. PLAH all the girls in their team were from netball lah! Then in the end we tied with them 4-4. :( And we were supposed to play another gmae with CO but then Mrs/Miss somethingIforgotwhoshewas stopped everybody from playing and started saying that she was glad that we had good sportsmanship during the game, glad that even though we were kind of rough at times and pushed someone, we would still say sorry and blah all that stuff lah. And then she made all of us go back to class. HAIYO so we only played 2 games in like 50 min lah. Doogfsdhg!

Then when I was on the bus to Little India I saw Shameera in her grandfather's car opening a packet of chips. Haha and she kept saying it was embarrassing that I saw her opening a packet of potato chips when I told her about it.

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Oh and I went to tighten my braces on monday. My dentist is so scary lah. That time during CNY she was like "What colour do you want your rubber bands to be this time? Since it's CNY so I put red and gold for you ok? Just now I helped a girl change her rubber bands to red and gold also and it was very nice!" Then she didn't wait for me to answer and changed my rubber bands to red and gold and made me suffer 6 weeks of being this girl who doesn't have any colour sense. Then on monday she was like "Do you change your rubber bands to blue this month? Blue ok!" -_- And the blue she was talking about was that kind of electrifyingshockingneon blue. Ack then I told her I wanted grey. :D And my sister thinks its nicer than green because she claims that green is an abnormal colour for braces.

Shameera thinks that the smiley you get on msn when you type this - :D
"has a strange and enticing, yet oh-so murderous motive" -_- And she wanted me to advertise her msn space too - http://spaces.msn.com/blanch3/Blog/cns!BA92C7163303962D!132.entry?owner=1 but you probably won't understand half the things she's talking about because she's such a cheem person like Ms Chong. :D But nevermind just go leave a comment and make her happy.


solitaire. says:
you're a sad sad girl who doesn't know that you're secretly wishing for the whole world to be a banana.
schmuck. And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon, Little boy blue and the man in the moon. says:
-_-
schmuck. And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon, Little boy blue and the man in the moon. says:
and whats that supposed to mean?
solitaire. says:
oh nothing nothing.
solitaire. says:
hahahahaha.

(she's the one in red and I'm the one in grey)

Or maybe she's not that cheem after all.

It's so much easier to talk to my primary school friends on the phone! :) Oh and now Wenxi, Iris and Yeephon are going for the rgs concert with me! Haha I've managed to pull three people along with me. And Melissa says that I'm a traitor cos I didn't go for the scgs choir concert but I'm going for the rgs one, and refused to accept my explanation* that I was tired and disgusting and after ncc that day so I couldn't go for the concert. So now I've promised to go for future scgs choir concerts to support her even if I have ncc or whatever activities on that day before the concert, or even if I will like sleep through the concert because I'm too tired or whatever. Oh well.


*ex·pla·na·tion ( P ) Pronunciation Key (kspl-nshn)n.
The act or process of explaining: launched into a detailed explanation.
Something that explains: That was supposedly the explanation for their misdeeds.
A mutual clarification of misunderstandings; a reconciliation.

NOT

ex·cuse ( P ) Pronunciation Key (k-skyz)tr.v. ex·cused, ex·cus·ing, ex·cus·es
To explain (a fault or an offense) in the hope of being forgiven or understood: He arrived late and excused his tardiness in a flimsy manner.
To apologize for (oneself) for an act that could cause offense: She excused herself for being late.
To grant pardon to; forgive: We quickly excused the latecomer.
To make allowance for; overlook: Readers must excuse the author's youth and inexperience. See Synonyms at forgive.
To serve as justification for: Brilliance does not excuse bad manners.
To free, as from an obligation or duty; exempt: In my state, physicians and lawyers are excused from jury duty.
To give permission to leave; release: The child ate quickly and asked to be excused.

Actually come to think of it, excuse sounds like a better word according to dictionary.com. But oh whatever I'll go eat my lunch now.

[EDIT] I forgot to mention that we got that WP guy for Hougang! WHOOSH. :D