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And while he wishes he could escape this
But it all seems so contagious
Not to be yourself and faceless
And a song that has no soul

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And while she wishes she was a dancer
And that she'd never heard of cancer
She wishes God would give her some answers
And make her feel beautiful

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Remember feeling low
Remember losing hope
Remember all the feelings and the day they stopped

1:11 PM I havent posted for 11 days! :) Made rock buns which were kind of soft for home econs last tuesday. Then went back to pcps after school to watch choir practise for a while then went to vch with the school bus to watch them perform during syf. They got silver! :D Quite good lah. Then Qiqi kept telling me how happy she was because she was going to do gate duty the next day then can book alot of people. -_- Oh she said my rock buns were nice. :D Had captain's ball interclass last wednesday and we won all the games except one. HA and I didn't scream at all. I think. Then thursday was the napfa 5 items. AH sit-ups was our first station lah. Stupid sit-ups. Then we were trying to get Joanna to retry her pull-ups to get at least a C.. then in the end we found out she could only do it with one arm because she said everytime she used her right arm to pull herself up her butt will go down. -_-

Oh friday. Had company outing at ecp. Then me and Chloe went to Bala's house before that because we were supposed to reach there by 4pm. And she was telling us how nice her new star wars computer game was.

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Then Chloe went to the 'how much are you worth' website (its a quiz) and wanted to select 'very hairy' for the 'how much hair do you have on your body?' question. Urgh and it turned out she was worth more than me. -_- Then we left her house after eating lunch and took a taxi to ecp. And we were almost half an hour early, so we were the only sec ones there and we didn't want to stay there. Then Bala called Siewjia and asked her where she was, and then we found out she, Lauren, Natalie and Nicole were lost cos apparently when they photocopied the map of ecp, the map was reversed or something. So they were all the way at the skiing place then the three of us decided to go find them. Oh Chloe was quite pissed though. Haha then on the way she kept saying she was going to scold them when we found them.

Hmm. Oh then when we went back to the pit everyone was already there.. then we got divided into groups and started the games and everything. Haha the first game was playing captain's ball with a water bomb so it was called captain's bomb (...), and it was quite umm, unsuccessful cos nobody scored a goal, and the whole place was covered with exploded water bombs. :D The second game was the stocking game which looked SOMETHING (can't really remember lah) like this:

(Aiyah I think I got C for art last year)
We had to hit each other with the stocking thing then the first person to get hit loses, and gets replaced by another team member. Haha then our stockings keep getting tangled and Cpl Ann told us that we couldn't spoil the stocking because they were her mother's. -_- Anyway the third game was eating two bowls of disgustingly-named and disgusting looking food and guessing what they are. I think the first bowl was apple and ribena and the second bowl was coffee and milo which made my braces turn black. Then my group guessed the stuff before the other group and we got to throw flour on them. :D We went into the sea after that, had 'musical plates' (something like musical chairs, except you have to sit on plates of detergent+flour+sand. Oh and you have 'live' music too.) and this skittles game where we form two lines and the first person in each line had to dig for skittles with spoons in their mouths and pass them by transferring the skittles into another person's spoon (we played these two games outside our groups. As in the whole company played the games together).

Oh yes Bala lost her red slippers! We coldn't find them after she put them aside on the beach when we were playing the games.. but luckily she still had her sports shoes lah. Then we went to bathe and changed into dry clothes (I only changed my shorts beacause I didn't bring undergarments, and Bala gave me one disposable panty when we were at her house. OH THE FBT SHORTS. I wanted to wear dark coloured shorts but didn't have any cos the grey pants I wore to the class gathering were stained by some oily thing in the sea so there are black spots on it. SO I HAD TO WEAR MY SISTER'S FBTS. Urgh so short lah. I'm quite umm. Conservative. :D And then after you've come out of the sea, the FBTs will stick onto your butt and go all the way up so you don't look like you are wearing any pants. Yuck I'm never wearing them again.)

Had a barbecue ( the coporals barbecued everything! Thanks. :) ) and then we talked and played truth or dare in our pltn on the huge rock and Grace kept coming up with dares like dance around us and pretend you are playing air guitar or something so everyone was scared of her dares. Haha then we screamed alot of times because of the lightning until someone said that the next person who screamed had to do a forfeit (And Lauren screamed after that when she saw a lighting.). Then after that everyone forgot about it cos the lightning kept coming and we kept screaming.

Chloe and Bala walked me to the carpark when my parents arrived. :) Thanks too! Haha then umm. Found lots of disgusting stuff in my hair that night when I was bathing.

Then skip saturday.. boring day I think. Sunday also.. oh I didn't bring my geog (Shameera tells me never to say 'geog' in front of her because its so singlish-y. -_- She asked me to use 'geography'.) textbook home again and I couldn't read the textbook in popular cos there were alot of thigns to memorise.. so Melisa scanned chapter 5 and 9 for me and email-ed it to me. Ah thanks alot. :) Oh monday's assembly was hilarious. Dr. William Tan (he is this wheelchair olympic record-breaker guy) came and he kept going, "10 marathons in 7 continents in 70 days!" cos apparently he completed 10 marathons in 7 continents in 70 days (as you can see......) although he wanted to complete 7 marathons in 7 continents in 70 days to make the numbers nicer. Yeah it was that kind of inspirationy talk. OH and he even showed us a 3-min video of himself in the marathons.
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Oh I made cupcakes for home econs on tuesday.. I think baking stuff is better for me than cooking sutff.. all those uncooked chickens....... urgh anyway. I did my 2.4 run on wednesday.. then Chloe, Bala and my timings were 1 second apart. Haha then right after that there was a firedrill. Plah and we had to assemble at the field in our pe shorts. Then the ncc people were called out to ''ensure orderliness among the pupils" and we kept getting scolded by prefects and teachers who asked us to stop walking about and sit down, and after finding out that we were from ncc, "Oh go back to your class.. we don't need your help. We will call you if we need your help." UH we were called out because the teachers wanted our help..

Anyway the music projects weer due today but half the class couldn't finish so only like 3 or 4 groups (of 2 somemore.. hahaha) presented. Then it was the end of the lesson! Everyone was scared that Mrs Goh would fail us if she found out we haven't completed our projects. Then I stayed in the imac lab to help Chloe (cos she was desperately trying to add music into her slide but Stephanie already went down for recess), Samantha and Esther with their projects (I don't know where Vanesse was). And we went down to the canteen at like 11.05am so we only had 5 min to eat and the nuggets that Nazirah bought were very hot (and she bought four) so she gave me one. :D But I paid her 30 cents lah. then on our way back ot class we saw Ms Chong so we ran past her and reached our class before her. Haha quite retarded lah but nevermind.

Went for our first shooting session at Yishun Safra today during ncc which was quite fun. Then we were all looking into the air rifle (I think) room cos we thought the coats those people carrying rifles were wearing were cool. Haha then we went back after about 3 hours I think. Oh Yishun Safra has nice facilities like the super big swimming pool. The toilets can't flush properly though.. we went back to school after that cos parade was supposed to end at 5.30pm, and guess what! We reached the bus bay in the middle of PT so we still had to do it.

Did push-ups and crunches and push-ups and crunches and push-ups and crunches and ran around the track (1sg said that we ran 2.4km but everyone doesn't believe her.. cos I think we only ran about 2km) and push-ups and crunches and jumping jacks and more jumping jacks and then we went to the courtyard where we were introduced to our new Commanding Officer. Mr Johari (sp?) or something. AHHH he keeps touching his ear after every sentence. Anywaay, went home after that, got squeezed about in the very crowded mrt, which refused to close its doors at Little India station (that's where I got in) until after like 5 min, got half-soaked in the rain when I reached Hougang, waited half an hour for my dad to come and pick me up from teh bus interchange because he insisted on fetching me home cos it was raining heavily although I would take like 15-20 min to walk home or 5-7 min to take a bus home.

I'm going for the biathlon this sunday! :D