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And while he wishes he could escape this
But it all seems so contagious
Not to be yourself and faceless
And a song that has no soul

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And while she wishes she was a dancer
And that she'd never heard of cancer
She wishes God would give her some answers
And make her feel beautiful

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Remember feeling low
Remember losing hope
Remember all the feelings and the day they stopped

7:18 PM heheheheheh. my blog has been kind of dead lah.. havent posted for 16 days! whoots. haha ok umm.. im actually just starting to like school lah (yes i know a bit slow lah).. i wasnt too used to the englishy environment at first.. its like everyone speaks perfect english there one lor.. ok maybe not everyone.. most of them. and i seemed like the only one speaking singlish -_- and then half of the people there were like from scgs primary so they already knew each other and stuff. but the people in my class are nice! haha yes and guess what. im the music rep. -_- it was either that or the environmental rep. lah.. which one you think i will choose leh? since i wasnt really interested in geog, hist, math, eng, hcl and blah.. too unenthu already.. haha. and i still dont have the school socks and my pe shirt!!!!!!! out of stock.. argh. oh yesyes i've been trying to advertise my height. i grew 4 cm since last year! heheheheheh. january last year, to be exact. i am now

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162 cm! haha so proud of myself.. tell you the secret to it lah. i everyday eat longbeans for all three meals without cutting.. cool eh. (-_-) oh and guess what. im like 41 kg?! must be because of the long beans.. tsktsk. oh yah and i seem to see familiar faces everywhere in scgs although i dont even know who they are! creepy -_- but my ex tuition classmate is in my class, iris' ballet friend is in my class (class rep. somemore leh.. haha), and clarissa's ex classmate is also in my class. haha its so exciting to know people who are somewhat 'connected' to me through my other friends. and umm.. went for choir auditions and guess what! i waited for three hours -_- cos there were two rounds, one pitching and the other one singing a song you had prepared for the 'judges'. and there were like almost 80 people who auditioned and i was the 62th (-_-') in queue because i suay suay had photo taking that day, and the photographer said that i could do better when i smiled without opening my mouth (-_-'') aiyo people shy mah.. got braces x) red and gold somemore.. because my very funny dentist decided to be funny and change the colour of my braces to 'auspicious colours' when i went to tighten it because 'chinese new year was approaching' (the inverted-commas-ed sentences are quoted from my dear dentist).

and then i also went for the peichun old boys' and girls' concert(dunno what they call it lah) at vch with jovina.. cos qiqi was playing the accompaniment for choir what.. so somehow we ended up singing also lah.. then some of the choir toots (ok no lah they were just cute.. i seem to find people who are younger than me cute, so beware.) were like 'you cut your hair?!' well, duh, i thought it was pretty obvious -_- then when the choir had to go sing with the old boys and girls, me, qiqi and jovina didnt need to join them because we didnt know how to sing those songs what.. so we ended up spending that entire item sitting outside the auditorium looking at jovina perform her raffles cheer over and over again -_- wheeeheeeheee oh yeah we celebrated amelia and qiqi's birthday too! haha since their birthdays were so close together, they decided to celebrate together on hari raya.. haha. it was quite fun :) and i spent quite alot of time whining about how englishy scgs was.. and wenxi accompanied me! haha sort of.. cos mgs is also quite similar to scgs. but now i think i just wasnt adapted yet lah.. i felt a little better after the sec one orientation on the sat of the first week of school though. and those who think that their og names were stupid, nevermind.. you want to know the name of my og? cow and chicken. feel better now?

oh and we have common tests every week to replace mid year exams! wait let me think of a face to describe that. x ! yep. just had two tests this morning.. english and hcl.. oh yah. cos some people in my class take malay, some hcl, and some chinese, so we had to split up during hmt lessons.. and those people in my class taking hcl got to stay in our own class! :) haha then students from another class had to come to our class to have lessons.. and my cousin's friend is in my hcl class.. haha. umm.. we are going to malacca in march! all the sec 1s will be going.. heheheheh but its probably jut a geog field trip or something lah. anyway, see everyone on the 27th of jan! you all better go back pcps ah.. laugh at my uniform also nevermind.. haha i will laugh at yours too, dont worry! :)