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And while he wishes he could escape this
But it all seems so contagious
Not to be yourself and faceless
And a song that has no soul

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And while she wishes she was a dancer
And that she'd never heard of cancer
She wishes God would give her some answers
And make her feel beautiful

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Remember feeling low
Remember losing hope
Remember all the feelings and the day they stopped

11:27 AM ok since i have not posted for one week, i shall post in an orderly (really!!!) manner.

24 dec

christmas eve! and what did i have to do? reach school at 9am to help xie lao shi tidy the ip resource room -_- then when other people took turns shredding paper and tidying xie lao shi's desk or something, me and rebecca were stuck in the ip room writing book titles and their publisher. kaozzzzzzzzzzzz. then we had lunch in there. yeah so we spent like 4 hours straight in the ip room. then jovina lah.. shred paper until so happy.. dont want to go for choir.. so i had to drag her there. crazy girl lah.. where got people so enthu about paper shredders one you tell me? ok lah got.. ji heng. after every 10 min when he comes back from the staffroom, he will go squealing about how great the paper shredder is, until xie lao shi finds him too noisy and sends him back to shred more paper. ok thats beside the point lah.. we spent half an hour in the make up room because jovina was fussing over her foundation (she took like 10 min applying foundation on her face, rubbing it off, apply somemore etc etc) and refused to let anyone help her apply the rest of the make up. but in the end she let lena's mother help her lah. haha oh yeah thanks for the cookies, lena! :) then we went for choir practice and then fast forward fast forward fast forward and we were at paragon singing christmas carols -_- and jovina was complaining that dunno what was ruining her christmas spirit.. caroling i think. like what christmas spirit huh? forever grouchy one you.. haha. then my sisters were giving spastic smiles throughout the whole performance there.. take turns baring their teeth at me -_- then after the performance we thought one choir member went missing.. then guess what? it turned out that ms chua counted one girl two times.

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then fast forward again until we reached hotel marina.. then when we were in the lift (same lift as the p3s and 4s, unfortunately), they (p3s and 4s. i know im being awfully explainuntilgotnothingelsetosay-ish here, but whatever) went ooh-ing and ahh-ing because the whole lift was made of glass (except the floor lah, duh.) and the lift was moving up quite fast so it was quite umm.. exciting (?! apparently thats what they thought) to look down and make so much noise. then blahblahblah, we had macs in their boardroom (whooooots), and mdm yap insisted that we could use some touch up on our make ups, then we practised one more time, and we went to perform. then fast forward fast forward (sorry im impatient) and it was the end of the performance! ok then anyway.. jovina was quite enthu about taking the lift up to the highest level then zoom down again.. but we realised that the lift could only go until the 5th level because we needed resident cards (which obviously we didnt have) or something to go up to the highest level, so we went up to the 5th level? or 6 lah.. forgot already.. then zoomed down to the 4th level -_- yes two levels. then we went home.. yeah interesting day right -_- oh yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i thought that the party poppers (you know those things you pull during umm.. parties? yeah then these stips of paper will pop out or something) were called party poopers until mdm yap told us to pull the party poppers after our performances.

25 dec

christmas!! haha christmas makes me happy x) went out with my family n the evening (because my funny sister went prawning at marina at 12am on that day so she couldnt wake up until about 3pm on CHRISTMAS. so anyway, we went to food republic in wisma because my mum was so excited about it, saying that the decorations in the place and the food are very traditional, and she also went squealing just like ji heng and his beloved paper shredder. but actually the food there is nice.. haha. i even love the name lah.. food republic. haha.. aiyah but i like anything with the word 'food' in it so cannot say so much lah. then fast forward fast forward (we walked from wisma to heeren.. haha nothing else to do lah) and we were in the cinema watching family stone (we wanted to watch the chronicles of narnia but we wouldnt be able to board the last train, and there was this float parade thing along orchard that day, so we couldnt drive there).. haha quite nice lah the movie. then i went to window shopping with my sisters.. just that kind of take-a-whole-pile-of-clothes-into-the-dressing-room-then-walk-out-of-the-shop-not-buying-anything lah.. oh well it was a great christmas anyway :)

26 dec

eh actually i cant remember anything that happened on that dsay.. except that chongying made her braces! haha.. and i cut my hair.. and then the end. not a very exciting day, i must say. x)

27 dec

reached school at 10.30am to help mrs chen clear the pe room.. amelia was supposed to go also lah.. but in the end her brother's childcare decided to close so she had to stay at home and look after him.. haha so only me and sharlene left. nicole went to sylvia's party, and qiqi was having her piano lesson in bukit batok -_- or was it bukit timah? should be bukit batok lah.. sounds nicer. anyway, the pe room is horrible.. haha every single spot also got dust one. and we found lots of abused footballs too. haha there was this football with a black hump thing growing out of it.. then umm.. we had lunch at macs (because we helped mrs chen.. haha i wonder how nayone can like macs so much) then sharlene went to ny to change her school blazer and i went home. then because i didnt bring my ez-link card out that day and only had enough coins for one bus ride, i took 153 to the interchange then walked home. then the freaking rain decided to come when i was walking happily and made my clothes transparent -_- then i had to bathe again when i reached home. you tell me where got people bathe 2 times in 5 hours one? then sharlene and amelia (her shift ended at 2pm) came to my house at 3 plus and fast forward fast forward then my parents drove them home at about 7.30pm.. and i watched chronicles of narnia (i refuse to just say 'narnia'.. it sounds like some curse of something) with my sisters at nine. then there was one whole row of guys sitting behind us during in the cinema and kept making retarded comments like 'uh-oh!' 'omg!' 'ooops!' 'oooh!' throughout the whole movie. eh the sound effects in the movie good enough already ok!!!!! -_- then the woman sitting beside my sister in the cinema sat at the edge of her seat (blocking everyone behind her) and making equally irritating comments. but it was still a great movie.. haha. i love the lion! his eyes so cute.

haha okok i better go tidy my room.. my sister suddenly decided that she wanted to repaint our room last night -_- siao eh so enthu.. haha later then continue 28 dec to today's events.. haha. oh and i got into scgs :) yes i've decided to go there instead. sorry lah fickle minded jiu4 shi4 fickle minded.. haha.