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And while he wishes he could escape this
But it all seems so contagious
Not to be yourself and faceless
And a song that has no soul

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And while she wishes she was a dancer
And that she'd never heard of cancer
She wishes God would give her some answers
And make her feel beautiful

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Remember feeling low
Remember losing hope
Remember all the feelings and the day they stopped

7:44 PM haha i jing4 bu4ed by 1 day! have not posted for four days. tuesday nothing happened lah.. except that at like 12am (wednesday), i was still using the com.. then i wanted to call amelia because we were supposed to go out on wednesday and we havent even confirmed the time.(seriously i didnt know that it was already 12am and that i was finally 12) so anyway i came out of my parents' room (my sister on the air con a few minutes ago so the door was closed) and then i saw my cousins walking towards me and carrying a birthday cake. haha then my first reaction was 'omg.' then i rushed back into the room and closed the door -_- sorry lah didnt know how to react. then my mum was smirking in the room.. haha then 10 seconds later they came into my parents room. i also dont know how they know it was my birthday lah.. but then thank you :) luckily i wasnt in my embarrassing pjs or anything.. haha. so anyway guess what we did after eating the cake? (they baked it themselves.. haha remember the fa1 gao1 incident? my cake was a more successful one)we played charades -_- haha my birthday present from them lah.. you know the one where you get a card then eg. the picture on the card is a cat, then you have to act like a cat or something without talking so that other people can guess that its a cat? haha yeah.. THAT game. so actually i was supposed to be the one acting since they so casually suggested it was my birthday so i had to act, but in the end i got out of it and my sister had to perform for all the cards. haha.. then she was so hilarious lah.. because one of the pictures was a lion what.. then your first reaction would be to pretend to roar or something right? but no, my dear sister stuck her head in the middle of the chair (i know this ounds weird lah.. but this is how the chairs in my house look like) :



(sorry lah.. but i tell you i go art lessons for nothing already.)

anyway the pink parts are the wooden parts of the chair, red-chair legs or whatever you call them, blue-cushion where you sit on (duh i dont think my drawing is THAT bad until you cannot even tell which part of the chair you are supposed to sit lah).. then the white part in the middle of the pink and blue part is where my sister stuck her head in and roared.. you know mgm? like before you watch legally blonde or some old fashioned movie, theres this lion roaring in a little frame? haha crap lah she.. then they went home at about 2am.

then on wednesday i went for choir (choir!! who goes for choir on their birthday you tell me?).. and after that, like i said, i was supposed to go out with amelia because she was supposed to entertain me (notice that im using alot of 'supposed's) but that clever girl got locked in her house because her sister took her key -_- sui lah. so i had to go home and use the computer again.. haha no life one lah me.

but that night i went orchard with my cousins.. we sat my dad's lorry and played that dunno what you call it game.. its the one where someone sets a number, then the rest of us have to try to guess the number so if the number is 16, then i guess 13, then the person who set the number have to say like 13-16, then the others have to continue guessing lah.. but the person who guessed the number had to do a forfeit.. haha but we werent so mean lah.. just shout merry christmas to passers-by.. haha. ok thats quite mean lah. but anyway.. we were on our way to mt faber lah.. then at night the place damn deserted one what.. then everywhere you see also couples one.. so it was quite funny when we shouted merry christmas to them lah.. haha. then we went to see the world's tallest christmas tree there.. because the newspaper advertised until so big.. say that got fireworks and everything.. so we went to see. then kao we waited for like 5 min after the fireworks were supposed to start until we saw one spark of light on the christmas tree. seriously lor.. it was really one spark ok. then after that no light again. then 3 min later, another spark of light, then the whole christmas tree lighted up for 5 min. so it was like every 3 min then another different coloured light will 'join' the others. then after all that, 5 min break again. so we were waiting for the fireworks lah.. because it was quite ridiculous you know.. 10 over people standing looking at the christmas tree blinking every now and then. then suddenly we saw fireworks.. but we were in the middle of 'yay', when the fireworks christmas tree turned dark again. WOW. thats it. the end. can go home le. kao they like that also shuang is it? tsk.

then we were qutie disappointed lah.. so we went back to the lorry and my dad drove around the whole of orchard road dont know how many times (we were supposed to get down and have supper lah, but we were having fun singing horribly out of tune christmas carols to the passers-by so well.) until we finally stopped at swensen's for supper. actaully not at swensen's.. you know theres this hotel beside the swensen's in orchard road right? yeah so my dad stopped the lorry outside the hotel (-_-) then we climbed down of the lorry very undignifiedly, and walked past the security guards outside the hotel with those wth?! expressions on their faces to swensen's while my dad went to park his lorry in the CARPARK, thank you very much. then blahblahblahblah shall not elaborate on the food except that i had a firehouse birthday ice cream! no lah i forgot whats the name already.. just remembered that theres a 'firehouse' in the name and they stuck a candle in the middle of the banana which was in the middle of my ice cream.. haha. then yah thats about the end of the day.. by the time we reached home it was already about 2am so we were dead beat. urgh.

thursday was posting! then xie lao shi party pooper lah.. when we sitting in the school hall listening to mrs hong that time she already tell me that i got into cedar already -_- haha but anyway.. was quite disappointed that i didnt get into scgs lah. then my mum so kan chiong.. rush me to scgs to appeal.. haha. then after that i decided to go appeal to anderson also.. but actually hor. after going to cedar this morning i kind of like the school already.. haha and i like the uniform :) AND cla is going cedar too! so i wont be alone.. haha. yeah so i decided to stay there now. haha i know i very fickle minded lah. but then just now in the afternoon the teacher from anderson called and asked me to go for interview next tuesday.. shucks lah. dont ask me what im going to do.. i've got absolutely no idea.

oh yah then on thursday after i came back from anderson, i went to lydia's house for her christmas gathering.. damn funny lah she.. christmas gathering three people.. cos all her other friends not free.. haha so in the end only me, cherylin and her. ok get this - i vomitted in the middle of the game of life -_- in lydia's house somemore lor.. god so embarrassing. sorry.. weak stomach.. the last time i vomitted was like in k1 or k2 lor. but then i was running to the toilet so that i wouldnt soak the money in the game of life with vomit (although it was already half soaked lah) but someone was in the toilet so i knocked on the door.. then i ended up vomitting outside the toilet instead because the person using the toilet was taking such a long time. aiyo then when her grandma opened the toilet door (she was inside), she was still muttering something about someone jammind the toilet bowl with toilet paper so she couldnt flush it.. haha then i dont think she realised i was vomitting or something lah.. so we just stayed in the toilet side by side cos the toilet bowl was beside the sink what.. and she was trying to unjam the toilet bowl while i was trying to get rice out of my nostrils.

eeewww ok sorry that whole vomitting process was a bit too elaborate. lets think about happy things instead.. im going christmas caroling tomorrow :) going with school choir lah.. haha. then umm oh yah. fio wants me to post about her.. chou mei lah she.. haha what to say? hope you get into deyi and hope that holy innocents dont accept you for the appeal thing ok? since you so keen on going deyi and regret going appealing for holy innocents.. haha. GOOD LUCK :)