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And while he wishes he could escape this
But it all seems so contagious
Not to be yourself and faceless
And a song that has no soul

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And while she wishes she was a dancer
And that she'd never heard of cancer
She wishes God would give her some answers
And make her feel beautiful

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Remember feeling low
Remember losing hope
Remember all the feelings and the day they stopped

8:04 PM my post disappeared after i pressed the 'publish post' button yesterday.. argh made me so pissed that i had to sleep to relieve (or relief.. i always mix this two up) my pissness.

went to the national library after my art lesson since it wasnt very far from my art school, and my mum was busy and had to fetch me later.. and yes, i take art lessons outside school, although i dont know why im taking them.. maybe because my mother enrolled me for art lessons when i was like p2 or something, and i didnt tell her that i wanted to stop taking art lessons although my heart always screams in protest when i step into my art class. ok sorry ignore that 'heart always screams' part.. im in a weird mood lah. anyway the reason why i dont know why im taking art lessons is that it doesnt help me in my art at all. i dont even know how to draw a reasonable-looking dog ok.. -_- ok as i said, i went to the national library for the first time since they had finished building the place.. yah lah im that sad. and i didnt know that the books were all (i mean story books.. not those that you can find in the lee kong chian reference library or whatever its called) at basement one.. and i realised that only when i was at level 2 and read the directory thing.. then when i reached the correct place, i went to the 'fiction' section and all the books there were those 700 pages that kind.. so i was thinking whether i should go to the 'children' section, but the only people who went in there were all those 7 years old kids.. then in the end i saw the 'young people's fiction'. kao..

went to snow city yesterday.. it was quite fun :) when we went down the slide thing for the first time, i was beside sharlene and she got stuck on top, and my hand wasnt long enough to reach and pull her down so we left her there.. then wth she suddenly zoomed down and hit me right in the face when we were reaching the end.. haha and my poor face went numb for 3 minutes. haha.. then we went to this snowy (i dont know what its called lah.. but obviously its snowy) place beside the sliding area and got snow dumped down my back and stuffed in my ear (aiyah describe it in any way you want) .. then had a lesson on liquid nitrogen.. it was interesting :) but quite wasteful also.. imagine dumping 40 dollars' worth of liquid nitrogen on the floor.. maybe not 40 dollars lah.. about 10 dollars? yeah.. and he made this rubber tube freeze and hacked it into pieces -_-

went back to school to continue with the p5 camp discussions until about 3.45pm.. then went to j8 with sharlene, nicole and jovina to watch skyhigh! haha i love that show :) then jovina's parents drove me home and i reached home at about 8 just to find that nobody was at home.. great day anyway :) p5 camp is only 6 days away! woohoo :)