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And while he wishes he could escape this
But it all seems so contagious
Not to be yourself and faceless
And a song that has no soul

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And while she wishes she was a dancer
And that she'd never heard of cancer
She wishes God would give her some answers
And make her feel beautiful

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Remember feeling low
Remember losing hope
Remember all the feelings and the day they stopped

12:10 PM im so bored i can cry. my boredom is indescribable. im bored everyday except when im not bored. dont you sometimes wish there is still an exam or test or something to study for? at least studying can occupy your time. anyway.. went to cousin's house on friday to celebrate my grandpa's birthday. then somebody suggested we go swimming at 9pm.. whoever suggested that regretted it i think. the water was so damn cold lar. but it was fun anyway (: nothing isnt fun when you are with them, even if it includes a sudden trip to little india or going to the sauna at like 10.30pm or being at the top of their human pyramid thing. the birthday cake was awesome (:

i deleted a huge chunk of something i wrote because i felt mean. but this guy is the only person in the world i loathe. and i mean loathe. so why am i still acting like everything is ok? i want to pretend that i have never known him. i want him to disappear ad leave me alone. what do girls see in him?! his looks, maybe. but thats crap.he is such a lhnfbzpiknpo[fhinb[nmifbnm[g. its hard to pretend you've never known anyone called ______. he is everywhere you go. in school, that is. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

i watched [the best bits of mr bean] for the 2769th time last night.. he is so crap. its hard not to laugh when you see him talking to his teddy or something.

when is the rain going to stop?! it has been raining since like the last century or something. im so bored i can cry. my boredom is indescribable. im bored everyday except when im not bored. dont you sometimes wish there is still an exam or test or something to study for? at least studying can occupy your time. hai. i've got to dig out some old vcd or game to amuse myself again.. yippee.