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And while he wishes he could escape this
But it all seems so contagious
Not to be yourself and faceless
And a song that has no soul

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And while she wishes she was a dancer
And that she'd never heard of cancer
She wishes God would give her some answers
And make her feel beautiful

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Remember feeling low
Remember losing hope
Remember all the feelings and the day they stopped

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

7:32 PM

crazy frog is so irritating.. gets on my nerves.. but i still like the video anyway (: although the video might hang half-way though. i just realised that im so dumb (nothing new anyway).. i have been wondering what had happened to the stupid blogger website cos whenever i post, i cannot change the colour or font size or font or anything.. and guess what? its because i always post under the 'edit html' part.. not the 'compose' part.. so if i make the word bold, the html code for 'bold' will appear and its so messy and irritating. haha.. decided to change my song back to shakespeare in love.. spent the whole afternoon changing songs and decided that they were all crap. hmm.. got back chinese.. and i improved by o.5 marks! 87.75.. and yes the decimal is pathetic.. should let us round off to 88 (:

see i still got paragraph one.. i think chain messages are so lame. especially those that says you will get knocked down by a car or get dumped by your boyfriend or soemthing if your dont forward the message.. and i seem to receive lots of them.. about half of the emails in my inbox i think. yeah im that sad. ooh. and i even received an email from somebody i dont know about some hot oil pick of the week:

Hot Oil Pick Of The Week- ORTE

We have uncovered a diamond here, ORTE ison the move for strong continued success.We are recommending it to all of our readersthis week. With experts saying oil can reachfive dollars per gallon by the end of theyear, the oil industry is in strong demandmore than ever before. This is why we arerecommending ORTE now, this one will skyrocket easily, get it immediately.*Company: Oretech, Inc.*Symb0l: ORTE . Pk*Current-Price: . 53*52 Wk High: 1. 60*3 to 4 Day target: 1. 10+*6 months taeget: 2. 30+Company Inside News:Oretech Announces Positive Test Results ExtractingOil from Tar Sands.Oretech, Inc. announced today that the company hasrecently completed test processing on tar sands fromthe Athabasca region of Alberta, Canada. Preliminaryresults indicate the extraction of oil is apparentlya higher percentage than that which is extracted byconventional methods, while remaining extremelyenvironmentally friendly. The API gravity of thebitumen (oil) is significantly upgraded during theextraction process.Alberta's tar sands comprise one of the world's twolargest sources of bitumen; the other is in Venezuela.These oil reserves are second only to Saudi Arabia,and are found only in three places in Alberta -- theAthabasca, Peace River and Cold Lake regions -- coveringa total of nearly 140,800 square kilometers. These tarsands currently represent 54 per cent of Alberta's totaloil production, and about one-third of all the oil produced in Canada. Output of marketable tar sandsproduction increased to 858,000 barrels per day(bbl/d) in 2003, up from 741,000 bbl/d the yearbefore. It is anticipated that in 2005, Alberta'star sands production may account for one-half ofCanada's total crude output and 10 per cent of
Oretech, Inc. has developed a proof of concept model that represents a breakthrough in oil extraction fromTar Sand processing technology. Its business modelis to be a leading edge developer and licensor of proprietary innovative technology that reduces the cost of extraction of noble metals (Gold / Silver/ Platinum / Titanium) and energy resources (OilExtraction from Tar Sand and Shale). Focusing on reducing pollution of the environment, Oretechis known for its breakthrough materials processing technology, which extracts specific minerals from diverse feedstock and raw materials without theuse of harmful chemicals or the emission ofenvironmentally unsafe gases. shipperretrieve stricture",0]
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North American production.Oretech, Inc. has developed a proof of concept modelthat represents a breakthrough in oil extraction fromTar Sand processing technology. Its business modelis to be a leading edge developer and licensor ofproprietary innovative technology that reduces thecost of extraction of noble metals (Gold / Silver/ Platinum / Titanium) and energy resources (Oil Extraction from Tar Sand and Shale). Focusing onreducing pollution of the environment, Oretechis known for its breakthrough materials processingtechnology, which extracts specific minerals fromdiverse feedstock and raw materials without theuse of harmful chemicals or the emission of environmentally unsafe gases.

i bet you didnt finish reading the whole thing did you? neither did i.. i bet they just copied and pasted that whole chunk from some internet website and send it to people whom they think are interested in oil.. but dont get mistaken, the last thing i will ever do is pick up an interest in oil.. i mean, thats pretty lame isnt it? im feeling so hamy. suddenly love ham alot.. spent the whole library period yesterday looking for my sister's face inside the peichun year book with iris, and going gah gah over all our cute p2 photos.. haha. i got mud all over my shoes during pe today.. cos i was walking around the field.. but in the end i got most of it off in the toilet.. yeah im that great. oh yes did i mention about the stupid bus uncle? i was taking bus home the other day what.. then i was the only one left on the bus and i sat quite in front.. and i think the uncle was bored so he was trying to strike up a conversation with me.. but too bad, he couldnt.. he asked me whether i was from china ok. so insulting right! so i said i wasnt then he was a little deaf or something lar.. then keep asking me whether i was from china.. oh yeah btw, my mouse pad is irritating. there is supposed to be this jelly like thingfor you to rest your wrist one lar.. then dont know what happened and there is now a t-shaped cut at the right hand side.. and the worst thing is that the jelly keep sticking onto my palm.. yuck. i know you think im being very whiny in this post lar.. but im not whining ok.. (says in a whiny voice)