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And while he wishes he could escape this
But it all seems so contagious
Not to be yourself and faceless
And a song that has no soul

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And while she wishes she was a dancer
And that she'd never heard of cancer
She wishes God would give her some answers
And make her feel beautiful

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Remember feeling low
Remember losing hope
Remember all the feelings and the day they stopped

Friday, August 19, 2005

8:57 PM

ORAL IS OVER ORAL IS OVER ORAL IS OVER ORAL IS OVER ORAL IS OVER!!! whee. had english today. better than yesterday's chinese, i think. but the arrangement is certainly not better. cos today, wenxi (i think) was the first and xu jie was the last. bad, bad, bad. yesterday iris was the last person to take. then today i was stuck between shi kai and xu jie and was not having a very good time. cos shi kai keep on irritating me (since yesterday) and xu jie got nobody behind him to talk to so he keep on irritating me too. ok, so we were sitting in the sports hall before we went up to the AVA room, and what did xu jie do? pull my hair out then say i got old lady's hair. he pulled out my nice, alive, and healthy hair and said that it dropped out by itself. whats the problem with that guy? sheesh. ORAL IS OVER ORAL IS OVER ORAL IS OVER ORAL IS OVER ORAL IS OVER!!! ha. okay fine. maybe im a little too enthu ba. but 15% of our psle english is over! whhoooooooooot. chinese totally sucked yesterday. dunno why lar.. just have a feeling that i didnt do very well for it. ahhhhhhhhh. another bad thing happened today (honestly, it isnt my day today). ok well.. so after my english oral i decided to treat myself and buy mcflurry from mac's. (ok fine, i just dont eat mcflurry that often ok?) ANYWAY, so i bought it and stepped out of mac's and who did i see? shi kai. goodness. as if i havent seen enough of him already. so i had to endure the torture of walking behind him for the whole way to the bus stop, and trying to ignore him when he told me stupid things that i dont need to know about, like he went to alex's house then nobody etc etc. seriously. ackackack. oh well.. ohhhhhhhhhh! guess whats the time now? (no, NOT tiger time. come on, give me a little credit.. im not that lame!) its 9-1-1! :O 9.11pm oh yeah guess what? i went to check my email the other day and what did i see in my 'spam' section? "clockworkcrap-do you prefer boxers or thongs?" kao. make it sound like im a guy or something. ok, maybe they really thought i was, but still. so i told iris, and she told me that someone sent an email to her INBOX asking her to go to this dont know what website with a guy m******** a girl. or something like that. ahh well.