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And while he wishes he could escape this
But it all seems so contagious
Not to be yourself and faceless
And a song that has no soul

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And while she wishes she was a dancer
And that she'd never heard of cancer
She wishes God would give her some answers
And make her feel beautiful

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Remember feeling low
Remember losing hope
Remember all the feelings and the day they stopped

Monday, June 20, 2005

9:21 PM

whoosh. long time never use com le. yours truly was studying mah.. like duh. okays.. received this stupid email from of course, qiqi. about some stupid cow lar..

I am Cow, hear me moo

I weigh twice as much as you

And I look good on the barbecue

Yogurt, curd, cream cheese and butter's

Made from liquid from my udders

I am Cow, I am Cow, Hear me moo (moo)

I am Cow, eating grass

Methane gas comes out my ass

And out my muzzle when I belch

Oh, the ozone layer is thinner

From the outcome of my dinner

I am Cow, I am Cow, I've got gas

I am Cow, here I stand

Far and wide upon this land

And I am living everywhere

From B.C. to Newfoundland

You can squeeze my teats by hand

I am Cow, I am Cow, I am Cow

I am Cow, I am Cow, I am Cow!

moo.

heheh.. anyway.. GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR CONCERT TOMORROW QIQI!! wahhs.. so striking. see.. im so sweet.. i even called her in the afternoon to wish her luck!! (: yeahyeahyeah. went to a 2hr piano lesson with chongying again.. then mr wong say we walk like bird hopping liddat.. -_-" which is kinda true lar.. heh.. when to cousin's house yesterday.. celebrated daddy's day.. then jo( my cousin.. not jovina.. jovina is jovina (: )anyway.. she and her oh-so-wonderful sisters made this daddy's day card which is like, a mini.... daddy. its like, got all the mustache and hair and everything made from stuff like styrofoam board, crepe paper etc.. creative huh? and lor was like so happy with herself cos it was her idea.. oh well. okay.. i shall show you my umm.. what do you call that? oh yeahhs. i shall show you my family tree (my mummy's side one) so that you dear little people wont be confused. M = married k? according to age.. as in.. not row by row the age.. as in e.g
who+who= who (eldest) who(second) etc.

grandpa+grandma= 3 uncles (M) and 3 aunts (M) and mummy (M)-[middle daughter]

1st uncle+his wife= yvonne jie (M) and danien kor (M) and danny kor

2nd uncle+his wife= cherlyn jie jie and isa jie jie and lorraine(lor) and jolene (jo)

3rd uncle+his wife= jielun and jiehao

yvonne jie+her husband= coslynn (niece) and costner (nephew)

danien kor+his wife= shernise

1st aunt+her husband= andrew kor (studying in england) and yingdan jie jie

(my sis is watching desperate housewives!! )

mummy+daddy= 2 sisters and me

2nd aunt+her husband= edwin and eddie and eden

3rd aunt+her husband= no kids... yet (;

yeahh.. so anyway, its like me and jo and eden is like bi3 jiao4 close since we were young.. den my second sis, lor and eddie.. den my eldest sis, cherlyn jiejie, isa jiejie, yingdan jiejie, edwin, andrew kor (when he is in singapore).. cos of the age group lar.. about the same.. jo and eden same age (sec 2).. then i....p6. wahhh!! jielun and jiehao always sit at the corner reading quietly one.. never join in our silly conversations and games.. ahh well. that shows they are sensible! haha. so our whole group is 'formed' by small little groups eg. me, eden and jo = one small group.. so im always the youngest!! haha.. then cherlyn jiejie is the oldest.. she's 22.. so you know wbout how old the others are, huh.. between 12 yrs old and 22 years old. whoots. anyway.. so eden took my handphone lar.. then pretend is his.. keep on showing off to everybody.. then my handphone got this happy house flower which iris gave me right? so i was like, ' wah eden.. the flower on your phone very nice leh.. girlfriend give one ar?' then he said, ' no lar.. i pick up from the road one.. got heart in the middle somemore leh!!' so all of us were like 'orh!' then he went to read all my messages in the inbox. then he ask why 3/4 of my inbox filled with messages from amelia.. and read all of them. 'ooh! she say good night to you ar!! so sweet!' 'iris is a girl or boy ar?' 'eeeee. why all girls one? not fun de.. amelia must be a boy in disguise.. you change the boy's name into girl's one so when your parents check your phone then they dunno right?' sigh.. yesyes. pity me.. and he went to check my phonebook lor. 'oooh!! a boy!! who is alex huh? your boyfriend ar?' so i was like 'WHAT?! i sms him one meh?' then he say that he looking at my phonebook.. and gave me that sheepish look. sheesh. then i was talking to iris on my handphone what.. cos she was complaining that she havent finish her moral ed project.. oh well.. then i was talking to her at the balcony, which was something like this:
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the '[]'s are the doors to the rooms lar, then the balcony is in the middle of the two doors, but protruding out lar.. if you are imaginative, you will get what i mean. anyway, so if you go in the room on the left hand side (pretend you are facing the rooms), it is my jo and lor's bedroom lar, then you go out of the other side of the bedroom, walk walk walk then go down the stairs and TAA-DAA!
you are in the living room. and if you walk out of the living room, TAATAA-DAADAA! you are in the garden, where the bufffet or whatever is always held. ok, we dont have buffet. just food food food food on the table and those picnic tables on the grass, beside the pond. kay.. back to the balcony. the room on the right-hand side is their study room (by this time, you should know that we are in jo's house. we always go there for celebrations cos 1. their house is BIG. 2. they have a BIG garden. 3. we love their house). so if you remember, i was talking to iris at the balcony there after i finished eating my dinner what.. i shant tell you what i ate for dinner. oh i shall. i ate chilli crabs and chicken wings and AHH!! everything nice (: anyway, i finished my food quite fast what, so i went up first. then my cousins lar.. when they come up after they eat to go to the study room, they must cut through the bedroom and the balcony first right? they would see me talking on the phone right? and they will like, 'whoa!! talking to boyfriend ar? later come back into the study room (where we always crap in) must tell us who the lucky guy is hor!' right? so clever!! sheesh. then every 10 sec. right, they will open the study room door and see me still talking, then raise their eyebrows at me. when i went in ar, wah. you should see them lor. they were like 'shhhshhhshhh!!' then look at me, expecting me to tell them who my 'boyfriend' was. sheesh. yeahhs. thats how my cousins are like. they should learn to be more sensible like me lor. *gag* ok.. i shall be good and not lie (: hmm.. but i love my cousins! haha. so we were like real bored except for eden and eddie. they are always surrounded be our niece and nephews. they find the two guys nice to 'bully'. and my job was always to help the stupid eden take care of his precious glasses cos he scared later costner go and break it or something. watching them play very entertaining one.. haha.. but then they (costner, coslynn and shernise) always go home very early at about 10+ cos their parents scared they dun have enough sleep.. so it was our dear group again. we wanted to invent some games to play what, so lor suggested that we each think of a fruit for ourselves, then play the ice-breaker game. you know the one where two people hold a mattress or something between them then when another person takes the mattress away, they have to shout each other's names immediately.. who shout first then win that kind lar. so she just sui2 kou3 say for example, cherlyn jie jie is orange, then i am cherry lor. then cherlyn jie jie not happy cos she say lor insult her, say she orange. -_-" then in the end we didnt play any game but started talking like the adults. whoots. we talk and talk and talk one lor. the topics range from the things that happen during bio class in my sister's school to boys' toilets in tao nan primary leh. yeahyeah. and we exchanged ghost stories from our schools.. all of them got secondary school the ghost stories one.. except me, only got primary school. hmph. then most of the ghost stories from tao nan primary one actually.. cos got 6 of them from toa nan primary last time what.. jo, lor, isa jie jie, eden, eddie, and edwin. haha.. whooots. anyway, got to go.. cutting my hair again!! whoosh. wish me luck kay? (: