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And while he wishes he could escape this
But it all seems so contagious
Not to be yourself and faceless
And a song that has no soul

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And while she wishes she was a dancer
And that she'd never heard of cancer
She wishes God would give her some answers
And make her feel beautiful

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Remember feeling low
Remember losing hope
Remember all the feelings and the day they stopped

Saturday, June 25, 2005

6:58 PM

MY CONDOMINIUM IS A SEXIST!! there. big bright red striking letters. yupps. so irritating lor. cos last saturday got this very lame 'kampong nite' thing at my condo.. no, not happening at night one.. nah. i also dont know why they used the word 'nite'. i dont even know what it means... they just have something to do with the word 'nite' lar.. last time also have this 'tennis nite' thing.. anyway. they had diff. events like swimming and water games and kampong games lar.. then i took part in one of the thousand swimming events what.. the girls under 12 years old breaststroke and the inter-block relay one.. yesyes.. i told them i was 11 years old.. haha. i mean, you dont expect me to take part in the adults one right? then i got 2nd for the breaststroke one lar.. out of like, only 8 pathetic girls? haha. HEY. but at least not out of 3 people right? then the relay got 1st.. is like 4 people from each block (70 lobby A and B, 72 lobby A and B, 74 lobby A and B, 76 lobby A and B, 78 lobby A and B) then swim one lap each lar.. yeah. then i was the first person to swim.. chao scary lor.. is like the others who were swimming first are all about 17? and they swam crawl lor. kaos. and my group got three kids and one adult.. okay lar.. then all of us were so happy.. lol. then when the prize giving ceremony that time hor, wah sei. everybody who got 1st, 2nd or 3rd in their item got prize what.. then the guys all received medals or trophies and what do the girls get? some soft thing wrapped in red glossy wrapping paper. and polo tees with 'florida' at the corner. goodness. i cant believe my condo actually has its own t-shirt. and my sister has the similar red wrapping paper in her cupboard, and sad to say that, it stinks. as in, really really stinks. *shudders* then got this father lar.. his daughter won a prize lar.. then he saw the red wrapping paper and it felt soft what.. then he was like, ' what is this? ca4 jiao3 bu4 ar?' in hokkien.. haha. anyway.. that was saturday.. oh yar. my mum allowed me to skip chi tuition and han's cos my tuition starts at 4pm and my first item started at erm.. 3.40pm? yeah.. (: three cheers for mummy! though jovina had to seat with a guy cos i didnt go for tuition.. oops. okay.. what happened on sunday? uhh.. nothing i think. hey it rhymes (: except that on friday after tuition, my dad told me to buy bread for me and my sisters what.. so i thought he meant for breakfast on saturday lar.. but he actually meant like burgers or something for our dinner cos he going out with my mum.. so i went to buy gardenia bread lor. then i went back to the car, my dad was like you eating gardenia bread for dinner ar? haha.. then in the end we ate instant noodles for dinner.. lol. monday was the first day of school.. missed all my friends!! haha.. i think i missed the school canteen too mkuch le.. i dreamt of working in the indian stall two days before school started lor.. sheesh. and tuesday.. ohh. had science lesson.. yeah. went to popular before the lesson to buy my sister's birthday present.. its 25 bucks!!! is this musical cd thing.. two cds inside.. and she likes musicals, so... yar.. then cla and i 'developed' this 'joke'. i go, 'cla lend me five bucks can?' and she will go, 'huh.. i no barks leh.. only got wolf, you want?' lol... ok.. i know that nobody is amused, so i might as well.. uhh.. keep quiet huh? yepps. then had check-up yesterday.. so sick lor. they will check both THE parts to see how THEY are developing.. ackack. and i hereby announce that i have grown by 3.3 cm since january!! yeahyeahyeah!! three cheers for xinyuan.. oh nonono.. save the clapping.. its ok, really.. ANYWAY. lets see.. yupps.. and we missed two whole periods of PE yesterday!! all together now: AWWW.. haha.. okay.. shall post two pictures.. (:

cute right!!

this one is lame.. haha..

oh yeah. if you cant see the website on the photos, click here.
okay.. thats about all (: CHITTY CHITTY BANG BANG! haha.. whoosh. second sister's birthday tomorrow.. bought the shopaholic & sister book for her.. $16.80!! but i paid ten barks.. my eldest sister helped me pay the balance.. the musicals cd is for my eldest sister, if you still dont know. AMBLA! i dont know what that word means by the way.. i dont even think its a word. umm... heehee? ohoh.. now blogger right.. when you want to upload pictures to ur post right, got the button can click right? so nice!! lol.. much much convinient too (: