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And while he wishes he could escape this
But it all seems so contagious
Not to be yourself and faceless
And a song that has no soul

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And while she wishes she was a dancer
And that she'd never heard of cancer
She wishes God would give her some answers
And make her feel beautiful

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Remember feeling low
Remember losing hope
Remember all the feelings and the day they stopped

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

7:38 PM

HELLO!!! okay.. i bet you people missed me.. muahahaa.. sorry lar.. kayys.. the last time i posted was like umm.. friday right.. FRIDAY?! wow.. thats hmm.. quite long ago.. *gives a sheepish look* anyway.. lets start from umm.. saturday..
SATURDAY
kayy.. hmm.. i think i was about 5 min late.. wasnt i? forgot le.. went to school hall.. den saw erjie and qiqi and kuoxian and erm.. actually, everyone was already there.. so we just talk talk talk lor.. den mdm yap told us to stand by at the IT booth there.. the cd rom was sooo cute okayys!! is some midisaurus playground thing.. qiqi got diff. one lar.. hers got keyboard one.. den can like create your own songs.. oh yar.. got one more very cute one.. is to amuse those little kids de.. the music will play the 'if you're happy and you know it' that song.. then after the 'if you're happy and you know it' tune, they were supposed to play 'do' two times first.. den after that the second time play 're' two times, third time play 'mi' one time on the keyboard.. so on and so forth lar.. den very funny lor.. the sound of the 'mi' note is actually a guy saying 'hello' ok.. so me and erjie got so amused with it.. den when any young kids come and play hor.. we all 'jie shao' them to play that one.. so cute lor.. actually.. tjhey were more like banging on the piano rather than playing it.. den me and erjie kept going down to canteen and eat=) muahaha.. bought this frozen fruit yoghurt thing.. its ice-cream actually.. we shared the cost.. 2.50 for one small pathetic cup lor.. was supposed to be choc chip.. but it turned out to be choc chip and strawberry or raspberry.. yucky. anyway.. went back to make qiqi jealous cos we got ice-cream.. ohs.. no we didnt.. she had to go to the piano lar.. played the persian market.. den all the first toa payoh primary the malay boys clap and shout very loud wors! hahas.. qiqi leaves fans behind her everywhere she goes lor.. tsktsk~ but it was a very nice performance though.. hehs.. and got malay dance.. they mostly just go bang bang bang with their instruments.. creative? yeah.. hahas.. hmms.. did henna with erjie during break.. aiyah.. she go where i also go where de lar.. and we went haunted house with qiqi!!!!! so funny lor.. we queued for pratically 45 min.. actually we would have queued longer.. but jo's mum let us take her place in the queue cos she said that she didnt want to queue so long.. mmhmms.. and we saw some people coming out of the haunted house what.. and they were like quite pale and everything.. and said it was quite scary.. didnt know pcps scouts are so ermm.. scary? lol.. actually.. we were quite scared lar. or rather, me and qiqi only.. erjie was like asking us why we so scared and den she keep on crapping.. so whats new? wells.. den we went in like half and hour before qiqi and erjie's afternoon shift.. we were like holding hands.. den we saw these scouts with lightsticks and masks.. and they were trying to ermm.. scare us? so qiqi and erjie lar.. rehearse liao.. down there saying 'nice mask' to every scout they see.. and i was like screaming my head off at the scouts telling them to stop pulling my hair and tickling my neck.. so irritating!! and they keep throwing these paper thingys at us every step we go.. -_-" and erjie lar.. every now and then give a sudden scream.. make qiqi and i scream.. hahas.. hey!! are you thinking what im thinking of? 'i scream' = 'ice-cream'!! taa-daa!! how amazing.. anyway.. we kinda got lost at the end there.. i think we were supposed to crawl under the tables or sth.. oh wait.. we WERE supposed to.. in the end we just sort of jumped some chairs which we saw and went out by the wrong way.. since the scouts didnt hear us screaming at them, asking them where the exit was. oh wells.. lol.. and we came out laughing and laughing.. den qiqi went to find her mum.. so i went for lunch with erjie.. ate the yellow noodles.. tom yam one.. very hot okays.. one dollar each bowl.. ahh. the money collected will be donated to the rebuilding of the sports hall anyway.. a good deed done=) after that.. jo's mum collected me and jo.. and drove us to chinese tuition.. and jiaying was feeling ermm.. left out cos the both of us wearing pe.. den she wear home clothes.. haha.. oh yar.. mrs woo very very lame okays.. cos got one computer at the IT booth there which the cursor keep disappearing what.. so she very pro what.. just dunno do what to the com then the cursor appear again.. den guess what she said? she say that next time must prepare some cheese.. den if the cursor disappear again, feed the cheese to the mouse.. den the cursor will appear again.. so lame right?! aiyo.. 'mouse' as in the click click one lar.. but she go and anyhow say.. until become some animal mouse.. diao. yar hor.. one teacher borrowed my stapler den never return me=( it was a great day anyway!!
SUNDAY
hmm.. what did i do? forgot le.. heheh.. i think i used the com.. tried to blog but then my stupid com hang and then my whole post kana deleted and i couldnt even get it back by clicking on that stupid 'recover post' button. there. two 'stupids'. =)
MONDAY
ahha.. met kor and erjie at bishan interchange.. was supposed to reach there at 8.30am.. but i waited 30 min for 55!!! argh.. den in the end.. reached there at 8.55am.. heheh.. sorry lar.. anyway.. they thought i was taking 53.. so they waited at the bus interchange for me.. den they saw three 53s pass by.. aiyo.. den in the end.. my bus never go into interchage one what.. so i crossed j8 to the interchange there lors.. hmm.. well.. went back to erjie's house.. crap about.. AND crap about.. den at last we started on the chinese oral project.. which was what we went to her house for.. and me and kor saw this chuckie wanna-be in erjie's room.. so freaky okay!! didnt dare to touch it.. and erjie was trying to scare us with it.. urgh. well.. went to happy tree friends and freaked ourselves out.. den had lunch at about 11am+.. ate pizza!! and sweet and spicy drumlets and nachos.. thanks for the lunch erjie!! well.. oh yar.. ate jelly also.. mango one.. heheh.. den went back upstairs to crap and continue with the project.. and kor saw another chuckie wanna-be!! a girl version anyway.. no lar.. is actually the pebbles doll from the flintstones one.. but erjie lar.. last time go and pull out pebble's skirt and messed up her hair.. and she looked totally barbie-lish and gothic. eeeks. so we finally finished the project. and we sort of had a pillow fight.. so erjie's sisi and i was trying to pin her onto her bed.. and in the end.. we succeeded!! hahas.. and no, we are not rough=) wells.. went to j8 to get ms lim her wedding present. how sweet of us!! bought her this precious moments pink cushion and one precious moments card.. yay.. den went to mos burger with erjie's sisi, erjie and kor.. had vanilla milkshake.. corn soup.. and fries=) den went back to erjie's house to collect my bag.. and walked all the way back to j8 again for piano workshop at cristofori.. dunno how to spell lar.. went there anyway.. reached there at 4.25pm.. the lesson was supposed to start at 4.30pm.. but i was supposed to reach there at 4.15pm.. was late cos i got lost on my way out.. den my darling erjie had to run out and show me the way=) anyway.. ran up to the 4th level lar.. den reached the classroom just to see the credits of some beethoven movie. oh wells.. aiyah.. den skip all the lessons and everything.. den i went to take neoprint with chongying and ruimin during dinner break.. den came back to watch some movie called 'amadeus'.. about mozart de.. quite funny actually.. did you know that mozart had this ridiculous giggle? den everytime when somebody was angry with him, den he didnt know how to react, so he will give that giggle.. and my whole class will start laughing.. lame lar he.. watched 1/3 of the movie only.. it was quite long.. den when the thing finished at about 9.05pm( 5 min late!!!), i walked to some coffeeshop there.. cos my parents had dinner there.. ate otah=)
TUESDAY
yay!! last day le.. okays.. met erjie at the bus stop opp. her house at 1.33pm.. was 3 min late.. cos the stupid bus came late agian.. should have taken 53 lar.. anyway, we went to j8 and walked about.. ate lunch at mos burger.. i had erm fishburger i think.. and another vanilla milkshake.. its really nice ok!! heheh.. trust me to change the subject and talk about food again.. well.. i shall go straight to the point and finish this post quickly.. hmm.. forgot where we went after lunch lar.. oh yar.. remember le.. we couldnt finish our milkshakes.. so we drank it while we walked around the place.. went to this really cool christian shop.. its not really a shop lar.. just this small one that aiyah.. just take it as a shop.. cos i dunno how to describe it.. anyway, we went to 37 degrees and looked at the shirts, ice-lemon-tee.. 77th street and blah lar.. den we went to take neoprints i think.. yeah.. stupid machine lar.. we didnt have time to finish decorating the pics.. den erm.. walked about again.. and ate cheesy hotdogs!!! from the golden village cinema there.. very nice... and cheesy=) yeahs.. hmm.. basically, we just walked about eating and looking at the shops and everything.. den bought this XXL chicken from this place which i forgot what its called.. very nice=) got lots of pepper and chilli powder.. it was supposed to be bite-sized lar.. but it was ermm.. NOt bite-sized.. so we shared on packet and went to NTUC to look around.. heheh.. den we walked up and down the escalator thingy which isnt an escalator.. i mean, the rolling thing dun have steps one lar.. like you go airport then got the rolling thing which just brings you from lets say straight lar.. while and escalator brings you ermm.. up? mmhmm.. oh yar.. den the atrium there got 'thomas and friends' the show lor.. so cute!!! no lar.. i didnt see the thomas.. the engine.. just saw this train conductor wanna-be trying to get everyone to do excersise. pretty lame, i can say.. den saw lynn yang and yuling.. so erjie saw lynn yang first what.. and she was like so horrified and tried to pull me away.. den i was like uh-oh when i saw her.. but being the nice friendly *gag* person i am, i went to say hello.. and lynn yang was pretty surprised to see me i think.. she just gave this cheerful little wave .. so i went back to watch thomas and friends with erjie again.. oh yar.. went to minitoons and went ooh and ahh over the sweets. well actually, only i went ooh and ahh.. erjie was too busy drinking her f&n grape.. so fizzy.. well.. and i bought green tea to pour into my bottle... ahha.. had a great time!! after that.. saw chongying and ruimin.. and dunno what happen lar.. ruimin ding dong one.. say she love my erjie cos my erjie also wanna go nygh what.. den she started saying that erjie looks like her ex-henry park pri sch fren.. oh wells.. and we went to take neoprints again lor.. cos apparently dear ruimin was competing with her friend to see who got more neoprints.. crap one lar she.. den we went back to cristofori for piano workshop again.. hmm.. and we had 45 min dinner break that day.. cos my piano teacher wanted to train the grade 8 students some dunno what thing.. and guess what we did during dinner break? very exciting. well, ruimin had to bring her sister down cos her mum fetching her what.,. juniors workshop start at 2.30pm and end at 5.30pm or 4.00pm.. forgot already lar.. ohs.. went to buy cheesy hotdogs before that.. heheh.. i jie4 shao4 one.. lol.. so we went down.. den ruimin's phone no batt. what.. and i left my phone upstairs.. so we went to the bishan interchange there to call her mum using the pay-phone.. den in the end.. her mum tell her to ask her sis wait in cristofori.. den she go up and pick her.. haha.. so we went up again.. and left her sis to play witht he other juniors who were also waiting for their mums to pick them up.. hmm.. grade 5 and above are seniors le lar.. so we went to take neoprints again.. at this rate ruimin's going ar, she will probably win her friend in the number of neoprints she has like dunno what.. two neoprints a day?! ahhs.. went back and lent chongying my scissors cos she had to cut the neoprints.. den i realised i left my wallet at the neoprints the shop there lors.. so scary kayys.. den my piano teacher still working with the grade 8 peeps what.. so chongying accompanied me back to the pretty pix or whatever there.. den the woman there found my wallet at this dunno what machine.. so heng lor..haha.. den we ran back to cristofori again.. and my piano teacher was STILL working with the grade 8 people.. anyway, we continued watching 2/3 of the mozart movie.. den saw erjie at action city.. cos her mum brought her and her sisi to eat ice-cream that night.. so we just talked for a while.. and she had to go somewhere.. and i had to go to thai express and wait for mym mum with my sis, who was having dinner with her friends.. actually, my sis wasnt waiting for my mum.. she was just accompanying me.. but i got to eat some dessert though=) and saw erjie after that.. she was going home.. while i was still waiting for my mum.. anyway, YAY!!! i've finished my posts!!=)
TODAY
okayys.. nothing much happened today.. went to school form 8am-4pm today.. tmr also have to go back.. okayys.. shall go and type out the dsa form.. wish me luck=)