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And while he wishes he could escape this
But it all seems so contagious
Not to be yourself and faceless
And a song that has no soul

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And while she wishes she was a dancer
And that she'd never heard of cancer
She wishes God would give her some answers
And make her feel beautiful

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Remember feeling low
Remember losing hope
Remember all the feelings and the day they stopped

Sunday, May 22, 2005

2:12 PM

whoosh~sorry..one day never post le..promise to post extra extra long this time..hmms..kae..start from ytd morning..urm..woke up at 6.00am..left house at 6.40am!!!!!was supposed to reach school BY 7.00am for napfa 1.6km..and it takes like,30 min to reach pei chun from my house?-_-"so of course, i was late..reached school at about 7.05am cos my mum zoomed all the way to school..hmm..den saw jo and alex on the way up the stairs.. happy cos i thought they also late.. den in the end.. they just went down for something for a while.. den come back again.. so they call me to go up quickly..nevermind one..den so paiseh lorhs.. everybody already gather in front.. den suddenly see me running to sit down there... hai...luckily i wasnt a marshall.. all the marshalls were sitting on the steps of the stage .. and at first i thought late-comers were supposed to sit there.. but then i realised they were all marshalls.. so i went to sit down beside shikai.. and guess what?27-30 all not there=)xujie(27) and lynn(29) went for chinese compo competion.. and iris(30) and rebecca (28) were marshalls..so only got qiqi (31) sitting there..lol.. so we had to pin those number cloths or whatever on our pe shirts..so toot lorrhs..imagine us bending our heads trying to pin something on our pe shirts..-_-'''den at last.. everybody reach le( han ying was also late..hahas..),so we went down to the parade square.. 6a and 6b group A run first..and my partner was hazel!!!=) and qiqi's partner was jeriel..she was pretending that its ok..having jeriel for a partner nevermind de.. so funny..hahahs.. and another girl from dunno what class came to join our class group B.. dunno why.. and anyway, althea ran the fastest in gorup A... expected larh she.. run so fast.. but she was panting when she came back..hrmms.. and when everybody from group A finished running, it was our group's turn to run.. and poor me had to run with qiqi.. was 'forced' to cos sharlene didnt want to run with her..=)well anyway, running with her quite good also.. becos i walked less during 1.6.. unlike the previous yrs where i walked for almost one quarter..oops=) very tiring okaes.. had to run around the whole school 4 rounds..=( but in the end i came in 3rd.. first was sharlene.. 2nd was eehsien.. then 4th was qiqi.. luckily xujie wasnt there.. or else he surely first one.. hahas.. okay.. so we finished the run.. and when everyone crossed the finishing line, we practically collapsed lorh.. so tiring!!!!! and qiya was really tired..got a bad stitch i think.. so all of us were trying to comfort her.. although we werent exactly in a good state anyway.. huien was worse ok.. she like just come out of air-con room okaes... hand cold cold de.. hai.. stupid napfa.. but anyway, i hope that i can get a gold!!=)

okaes..so we ended napfa at about 8.00am..luckily.. remember that i had to reach my art class at 8.30am?wells..my mum insisted that my face was green and white..so she parked her car outside pei chun for me to rest.. and we left the school at like umm..8.10am.. but i reached my art class at 8.20!!+)i didnt know the journey was so short..ok anyway, i had to wear my school skirt and my art t-shirt cos i forgot to bring pants=( oh wells.. boarded the bus at about 8.35am out my art school.. den found out that we had to share the bus with my sister's class!!!!=O but she was taking bus to esplanade there herself cos her napfa 2.4km ended at about 8.45km..=)lolx.. okay..i shall skip the part where this really big fat ant crawled up my arm when i was painting outside the durian.. ohs..i already said it=) so i might as well continue.. it was so scary okaes..den i was whimpering when this guy in my art class just came and flicked it off my arm..
-_-" gen1 ta1 bu4 shou2 ehhs.. hmms.. drew the fullerton hotel!!!! i thought it was pretty boring anyway.. only got three colours de.. red, grey and white only..oh wells.. since we were the only class painting while the other classes just sketched, we were the last class to go back into the esplanade.. and my stupid sis went to peep at my painting. hrmph.. waahs.. can almost get a tan outside okaes.. so hot lorrhs!! well anyway, we went back in at last.. and were the only class that had to sketch the inside of the esplanade.-_-" but the exhibition very nice lehhs.. this dunno what guy made a hanging staircase thing with paper jigsaw puzzles .. den got one whole row hanging on the ceiling.. of glass jigsaw puzzles.. and we were supposed to sketch that.. well, mine turned out to be some jig-gy saw-y mess..hees.. but in the end, we could go back.. dreaded it actually..cos had to sit same bus as my sis.. but it turned out that my mum asked her to bring me go eat first.. den take mrt home..whoosh! so we went to buy the chocolate strawberry from the 'chocs' shop in esplanade first.. den walk underpass or sth to citylink..i thought we were going to take mrt or something.. but suddenly found mysef surrounded by shops..-_-'''so my sis pulled me into 37 degrees.. den ask me whether she shld buy this garlic shirt.. apparently, she has set her eye on it for a long time le.. and she called my mum and ask her whether can buy or not.. den my mum told me to see whether the shirt nice or not.. den let my sis buy.. =) so that means she trust my good taste.. and my sis was like trying to puke..hrmph.. so in the end(after my approval), she bought the shirt AND a pencil box.. cos she claimed that my mum ENCOURAGED her to buy a new one.. well.. her old pencil box was really a bit umm.. dirty ..or rather, very dirty.. so she bought the same pencil box that she bought after psle last time.. which she had lost on the SBS bus...how pathstic right?! and you know why she left it there? because she was 'doing her homework on the bus' sheesh..well anyway, i couldnt find anything i liked there, and i thought that the wallets werent nice.. so i didnt buy anything.. we went to go look at all those nice nice shops larh..and we went to happy house.. so colourful..=) waahs.. you know there's this shop called ''flash 'n' splash'' or whatever larh.. and my sis wanted to let me see how ridiculous the prices there were.. all the roxy and billabong and rip curl stuff one.. so we went in.. den got the scan thing at the entrance what.. you know those populars, they scared you stole something form their shop.. so they put the thing there.. if the thing beeps or whatever, that means you are in trouble le.. so me and my sis went into the shop.. and the stupid thing went beeping okaes!!!den everyone was looking, or rather, staring at us lorhs.. so embarrassing..so we went out and came back in again.. no beep-_-"and guess what?apparently, the beeping thing went wrong or sth.. even when there is nobody at that machine place hor, also will ownself beep de.. so lame right?urgh..and i tell you arh.. one normal belt in that stupid shop costs like what, 45 bucks?kaos.. anyway, we went to the food junction and ate.....homemade noodles=)the mee hoon kuay.. very nice=)woohoo!!!yeahhs.. so after that.. went to this shop that sold very nice wooden toys.. but were very very ex.. yupps.. and took the train home after that.. anyway,my dear mommy promised to bring us to raffles city next week=)

reached home and used the com.. but didnt have time to blog..cos had to rush off to chinese tuition after that.. and was late by 5 min!!! first time late this yr.. cos last time evry sat got art until 2.30pm what.. den my father drive me straight to chinese tution.. so can slack around for a while.. cos always about one hour early one..+)wells.. after tuition.. was talking to jia ying and jo went my butt like suddenly very pain liddat.. den realise it was a safety pin.. which my mum pinned on my sling bag cos the strap was dropping out.. and was fumbling with it when i poked my finger.. and it bled!!!ouch..
hmm..and my mum decided to wait for my sistah whose lesson was right after mine..so in the end we went to bras basar there cos she wanted find this cooking book..-_-"and i went to popular to read 'a cinderella story'..yea.. the one from the movie.. very nice=)but didnt finsh reading.. becos the popular closed at 7.00pm.. and my sister's lesson ended at 7.00pm.. hahas..
anyway, that was how i spent my saturday!!!=)tatars.. luv ya all..muakks.