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And while he wishes he could escape this
But it all seems so contagious
Not to be yourself and faceless
And a song that has no soul
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And while she wishes she was a dancer
And that she'd never heard of cancer
She wishes God would give her some answers
And make her feel beautiful
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Remember feeling low
Remember losing hope
Remember all the feelings and the day they stopped
Thursday, May 19, 2005
6:13 PM
wheehee.oh wells.another rainy day..was raining by the time we finished helping mrs chen and ms khoo w/ the 1.6km run this sat..and poor me didnt bring an umbella..=(so iris shared her umbrella with me..so sweet right?=)thankyew gurl!well,we sang in the rain..itsy bitsy spider..twinkle twinky little rain and blah..imagine two p6 girls wearing their school uniform and singing in the rain..=) hmms..yeas..it was a really bad end of the day today..had higher chinese as usual,den iris,sharlene,rebecca,april,amelia and I had to leave first becos(look up at the first first sentence)..so we went down to the HOD room..den i was talking to sharlene..about my sis' friend becos both our sisters also peichun de..same age..den her sis was form 6a while mine was from 6c..and last time 6a,b and c all very close de mahh..okays,so anyway,i was tlaking to her and when we reached the HOD room,amelia was like, ' ehh xinyuan,you and sharlene partners liao arh?' den i was like, 'huh?what you mean?' den she said, 'aiyah..you keep talking to her..like very close liddat..' and i was like,whatever lorh!!must she control who i talk to?i mean,come on..im not even her best fren..neither is she mine..all my good frens are nothing like her.(like iris and lydia and qiqi and huien and qiya and not forgetting my wondeful tuition frens..jasmine!!!=)and charlotte and fio and cla and amanda and luvina..heh..) and i almost rolled my eyes at her..she is so (....) okay!!!!!!!!!ARGH.den i was trying to tell her that i was talking to sharlene about my sis' fren..and she just turned away and started talking to rebecca..and whats more, go read iris' blog..i cant stand her lorh..and i actually thought that she was a nice and cool fren..firstly,she goes around trying to break other people's frenships..and she ADMITTED it..secondly,she really cant keep her criticisms to herdelf..and her sarcarsm..and she still asked me what she shld do to get herself out of the 6a girls' blacklisted list..she insisted that she was the most blacklisted girl in class.HA.ok..im not gonna let her spoil my post and my day.erm..hmms..what shld i post about?umm..heh..jas and iris make frens le..dunno what they doing behind my back..gossip about me?!oohs..hee..but i trust them larrh..they rock!+)hope that iris and go to qi's concert..den i can ask my daddy to fetch her!!=)ermms..sorry larh..today nothing to post about..just that i finally topped up my ez-link card?ohhs..lol..and xie lao shi was in a really bad mood today..cos apparently,we did very very very badly for our ting1 xie3..and it 'isnt A class standard'..hai..why must teachers always remind us that we are not A class standard?they are just purely pressuring us so that we will work harder for PSLE..den they say that our behaviour is not even K class standard..whatever!!!!who cares anyway..i guess this is what the p6es experience every year..oh wells..i should be thankful that they did not force us to study or something..or put the textbook in front of our faces and ask us to read every word..hmm..anyway,looking forward to tmr..cos tmr is tuition day!!love everybody loads..this is a short post,i know..but at least i've said and complained everything that happened today..my online dairy..oops..diary, i mean..i always mixed this two words up when i was in like k2..but now...hehhs..dont talk about it le..bring back bad childhood memories..+)lol..okay..so to summarise this entry,i am angry.with amelia.for breaking her promise to my fren,and make her feel hurt and sad.and becos of controlling me.i have enough of this already.but i dont hate her.
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