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And while he wishes he could escape this
But it all seems so contagious
Not to be yourself and faceless
And a song that has no soul

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And while she wishes she was a dancer
And that she'd never heard of cancer
She wishes God would give her some answers
And make her feel beautiful

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Remember feeling low
Remember losing hope
Remember all the feelings and the day they stopped

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

10:25 PM

kaes..i shall post a super short post after my super long post..okay..not SUPER long,but the longest i have ever posted..hmms..oh yea..wow..okay..lets start form the very beginning..a boring moral ed. lesson again this morning..den we were supposed to discuss what qualities we think that a monitor should have..and whether we would accept the rola as a class monitor if we were chosen..so we had to turn our chairs around and discuss with the two other people behind us..den suay suay lorh..jovina and I had to discuss with alex and augustine..so alex spun his water bottle and it pointed to jovina..den jovina said that she wouldnt like to be a monitor,becos blah blah blah,den she saboh me lorrhs..so i also say i dun want to be monitor becos blah blah blah(really hor!!monitor not fun de..)den i saboh alex what..den i asked him what qualities he thought a monitor should have..and he said that most people,no..pratically everybody in class dun have 'zi4 lu4'(with the two dots on the 'u' of the 'lu'..he really said that kaes..so me and jovina were like sian diao lorhs..and he said that he 'hen2 you3 zi4 lu4'(same as just now)..and augustine no reaction one..aiyah..he always no reaction one larrh..i bet he wasnt even listening..den after that,mdm chan wanted each group to voice out their opinions..then nobody wanted to volunteer..so she gave up and asked both the monitors the stand up and voice out their own opinions..and alex stood up and said exactly what he said when we had group discussion..so me and jovina were like 'uh-oh' already lorrhs..then becos of that,the whole class now not happy le..everybody turned against him lorrhs..even most of the boys..hai...hmm..dont you think that the people in my class hor,if they are not chosen to be monitor,but somebody else was chosen,they will like bu shuang and dont want them to be monitor..and if they got chosen,they wont feel bu shuang or anything lorrhs..but instead think that there was nth wrong in being the class monitor..hai..like everyone else,i still think that qiya and jiheng were the best monitors lorrh..they are so nice=)and its not as if our our class the behaviour very good okaes..its umm..forget it..its just not good..anyway,this post didnt turn out to be super short huh..it turned out to be okay-short..heex..umm..yea..remember to go to the frens network blog!!=)rawk on people!=)muakks.smile always yeah!